Showing posts with label Italy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Italy. Show all posts

Sunday, February 22, 2009

FESTIVAL OF ITALIAN SONG AT SAN REMO


For 59 years the Festival of San Remo in the Italian Riviera has been entertaining, delighting, boring (in some editions) outraging and lightening the hearts of millions in times of thrills and trouble.

The Depression that has struck the world seems to have spurred the Organizers of the Festival to create a different San Remo. A greener and a more compassionate one. Certainly the humanity and compassion that one saw during the 59th edition of the Festival was wondrous to behold.

The young participants impressed me with their talent and their fresh if controversial themes. It shocked few of the 100 million plus watching it throughout the European Union and the globe. And the Americans make a huge to do about the Grammy Awards! Poor, poor dears.

The Festival of San Remo opened with the extraorinary voice of Mina, who is heard but not seen, belting out Puccini's Nessun Dorma from his Opera Turandot. Countless computer images paraded briefly before morphing into our vast galaxy of supernovas, stars, meteorites and planets.

Mina disappeared from public view at the height of her gorgeous looks and legs in 1971. She did a sort of Garbo as far as being seen on television and concert tours was concerned. She concentrated on doing original CD's with covers and graphics as breathtaking as her voice. Her sales are vast because Mina is not just a best seller she is a long seller. She is timeless. Like The Bossman, Frank Sinatra who was one of her most ardent fans, her style and voice spans generations. Like Sinatra, her mentor , her phrasing and breathing is gasp! too marvelous for words.

For the very first time, the Festival presented young singers on the Worldwide Web and anyone could vote. Millions did. Arissa, a young singer/composer who reminded me of a nerdy Nana Mouskouri in looks and in vocal timbre became the first Web winner of San Remo with a catchy melody "Sincerita." Sincerely.

A cute young thing - Marco Carta, all of 24 years old at his very first San Remo, won the First Prize. The public in the Ariston Theater, Televideo and sms helped catapult him to the top. The song was a commercially rythmic rock and roll. Not to my liking but the masses voted more than the classes. That's evident. To hear the song go to: www.rai.tv/dl/RaiTV/programmi/media/ContentItem-3a32a901-dfb1-4b39-86e6-e22cd4d312f9.html?p=0

The critics as critics often do, differed from the rest of the masses and chose a young man with a velvety voice instead who was a superior musician. Now he was good and is definitely jazz material as well.

Kevin Spacey made a splash singing Fly Me To The Moon as a tribute to the Bossman. He loves living in" the coolest city in the world - London", although he frequently comes to Portofino to unwind. Spacey is direcor of Old Vic Theater in London.

"I am thrilled to pieces not to be a slave to any car. Good riddance to them. I love to walk in Hyde Park with my six dogs."

Burt Bacharach - the Father of Pop, who is very popular in Italy played a medley of his greatest hits. The San Remo Orchestra and choir backed him as he played on a concert grand. Lovely.

Karima, an 18 year old Italo-Palestinian girl, with a voice that would put Beyonce under the table in shame, sang her song " Come in ogni ora" As in evey hour, and gave everyone who heard her goose pimples. To hear her lovely song click on the following link: www.rai.tv/dl/RaiTV/programmi/media/ContentItem-8e7af60c-9aab-44c8-a176-77d28bcf4d34.html?p=0

Roberto Benigni, our Beloved Florentine actor, comic, entertainer and protestor brought the Ariston theater and the rest of us cracking up with laughter with" O Berlusconi( the PM ) do a disappearing act like Mina and become a living legend."

Remember Benigni won the Academy Award as Best Motion Picture in 1999 with "La Vita e Bella." Life is Beautiful.

One of the finalists, Marco Masini sang about "Italia."

It could just as well have been applied to the state of the world in general. " Banksters burn our money. They can't burn our books because we don't read many of them because they're all the same - shitty. We beat up and burn immigrants whose color is not white. We work and work and work, and then we are fired for no reason except for the good of the company's share holders. Our political leaders beggar the criminals. They kill, steal, cheat,lie and send us to our deaths in fetid and inglorious battlefields. Our lives are mortgaged, our future is mortgaged and even our tears are like time payments."

Masini did not win. I did not expect him to. But millions are listening to his prophetic words on the internet. In times of trouble people want Entertainment. As they song goes...The world is a place, the place is a world of Entertainment.

In any other country but Italy, the singer would never have been allowed on stage. He would now be on his way to Bagram or to another not so secret torture camp for being subversive and inciting the populace to commit rebellious acts. Of couse he did not, but the Watchers and the Deciders are brainless humans. Only doctrine, THE Rules and Regs matter.

Rockers, and I am using this word in all the meanings it can convey really do rock the world. They are dangerous people. Off with their heads! That's the unspoken Mantra of the Masters.

Bravo for this singer called Marco Masini.. Leonardo (da Vinci) would have been proud for he was an anarchist and an individualist.

"I ain't never taking no shit from nobody," Leonardo would have declared had he known gang/ghetto talk.

Which is why all this chitchat and claptrap books about Leonardo being an Illuminatus is a crock of elephant dung. He despised humans and disdained their company most of the time. He was not a man oozing with charm from every pore. There is no way in hell or heaven that Leonardo would have tolerated being in a roomful of men and not simply because he was an authentic Genius and Renaissance man. They bored him, irritated him and drove him up the wall. Illuminati indeed! It would have been a club of one.

The festival of San Remo made us forget if only for a brief time, that the world we knew only yesterday is already, in a sense, long gone.

Many of the great performers of our age have played here. For a quick overview of some of those performances please cut and paste the following link into your web browser (for some reason the direct link is not working): http://www.rai.tv/dl/RaiTV/programmi/media/ContentItem-ca503347-b00d-4cdd-afdb-51ed1dc3dd52.html?p=0

It was truly delightful and I promise you sheer lightness, frivolity in the best sense of the word and great fun.

Friday, June 20, 2008

UN SOSPIRO - CHAPTER 6

Midnight at Bellosguardo

At the Villa del Saraceno in Bellosguardo, Lucrezia and Serge are having a midnight picnic in the moonlight. Four oil lit torches, high one meter, plunged into massive earthenware planters burn brightly and richly.

“It looks like the midnight sun I experienced in Siberia,” exclaims Serge.

The oil is scented with lemon to keep insects from biting them and bergamot for their sensual pleasure.

“Bergamot is supposed to increase carnal desires,” Lucrezia opines.

“Bella mia! Mama mia!” Serge chortles. “My carnal desires don’t need more arousing. My imagination is stronger than the first second I saw you.”

“It’s the scent of bergamot which is electrifying. There is a species, which comes from Sicily and Morocco. It is very aromatic and gives you an after glow,” explains Lucrezia.

They are lying on the grass in the garden of the Villa of the Saracen with the lights of Florence below them. The hill of Bellosguardo is 590 meters above the city center of Florence, which snakes sinuously around the river Arno. Serge and Lucrezia are gazing at the stars and at each other in silence. They are drinking a rich, thick black chocolate, especially made from cacao beans harvested in Sumatra.

“It’s ninety proof,” says Lucrezia, referring to its cacao bean content. Sir Harold receives these unbelievable gifts from the most fascinating people in the world. Sultan Omar Ali of Brunei whom Sir Harold met in Singapore at the Raffles Hotel in the early 50’s gifts him with these exquisite beans. An outrageously expensive food boutique in Florence, Vero Cibo (Real Food), mixes the beans. To savor this chocolate is what a gourmet and a lover of sensuality long for. The milk used is fresh from the breeding farm where the divine Florentine beefsteak comes from. That too costs an eye. Very little sugar is used, just a dollop of brown sugar from Cuba, courtesy of the Cuban Ambassador to the Holy See.

Serge breaks the almost sacred silence. “Mia bella Kroshka maya,, what do you think of those who would pour chocolate over their bodies ahem … their private parts and … you know? No! No! No! First I’ll tell you my opinion. I think they are bored with each other and they are also ignorant. Certain rituals must be respected.”

“I agree,” Lucrezia tells him enthusiastically. “Lines must be drawn even in sex. Did you see that in some sordid porno film?”

He laughs. “Yes, I did.. They are the latest chic fad in New York. At almost all parties what they call ‘radical chic’, someone usually suggests to the hostess a porno movie. I think they are very unexciting.”

“I refuse to watch them. In almost every so-called smart party in Florence, Rome or Milan, it has become de rigueur for the host or hostess to show off the latest Made in Sweden, Denmark or Los Angeles obscene flicks. I usually say my goodbyes to the derision of some and the mockery of a few, but I don’t give a damn.”

“It’s adolescent, and the actors look fake. They remind me of life in the gulag, the labor camp. These porno movies dehumanize and desensitize not only the actors but, I believe, also those who watch them,” declares Serge. “Ahh!” he sighs at the moon. “It is a breath of fresh air to hear you say that,” he says resting his head on her lap. His hand strokes her calves and legs and he recites Alexander Pushkin first in Russian and then in the English translation. “From early youth his dedication was to a single occupation … the science of the tender passion. It’s from Eugene Onegin, of course.”

“Which was so lyrically drafted by Tchaikovsky into the opera of the same name,” Lucrezia mentions, ruffling his hair.

"You forgot to mention that in New York as well as in Florence, no party would be a success without endless lines of cocaine in golden or silver platters. When that occurs, I simply pass the platter without a word," says Serge.

"Indeed I did , You may have seen that I don't even drink coffee or smoke cigarettes. I do not tolerate the use of drugs nor do I ever serve them at any of my dinners and receptions. Alcohol is where I draw the line. Usually I only serve Chianti and Krug," replies Lucrezia.

“Are you sure we are alone?” Serge asks suddenly.

“Except for the spirits of the night and the entities which have remained since the 16th century and all the other centuries that have followed in the Villa, we are alone.”

“Let’s spend the night here – on the grass. And then the dawn can wake us up,” suggests Serge, pulling Lucrezia’s head down towards his mouth as he sweetly cups her eyes and delineates her lips with his tongue.

“It can get chilly during the night , on the hill of Bellosguardo. We’ll need blankets.”

 Like Lucrezia’s grandmother Esperanza, she has very thin blood. At Serge’s baffled expression, Lucrezia explains, “I’m not used to roughing it except when I go on safari in Kenya or Tanzania or on the island of Brioni.”

“You kill wild animals in these safaris?” he asks, genuinely shocked.

“I kill game - Impalas, zebras, wild boar, elephants. I avoid the big cats as I love them, they are beautiful, and they’re my cousins as I may have been a cat once in one of my past lives!” At his sad expression, Lucrezia clasps him tightly against her bosom. “Look, the elephants need to be culled or the Masai tribesmen will kill them as their rivals for the land and the food.”

“I hunted game and animals in Siberia to survive. Sometimes we went for weeks without fresh meat.” Never mind, my kroshka bella. I hope you will change your mind, but I love you whether or not you shoot big game. Could we go inside? You can play ‘Sospiro’ again and again and again for me, then we can come back to the garden and place the blankets we’ve fetched on the grass. I’ll enfold you with my body heat, it will be cozy, you won’t feel the chill.”

Lucrezia somehow doubts this ardent declaration. Serge is unaware a northerly wind in sunny Tuscany can bring cold reality to the hottest of bodies. But why dampen her lover’s enthusiasm and zest?

“What do you think?” Serge asks with a slightly tremulous voice.

“Perfect idea,” she replies.

Serge puts his arm around her waist and they walk slowly through the perfumed garden into the art deco drawing room, which Serge sees for the second time. It is 150 feet long, a floor to ceiling fireplace in Florentine travertine granite high about 40 feet, vaulted ceilings throughout, a Pleyel grand piano inlaid with ivory, malachite and lapis lazuli in cherry wood, with the autographed signature of Franz Liszt inside the piano. The 18th century grand pianos were slightly narrower in the curved section than the modern day ones and only had two pedals.

“Another piano! I don’t have words. Why do you have so many of them?” asks Serge.

Until you came into my life, they were my only true lovers, and performed as often as I wanted them to.”

“You are trying to shock me, bella mia, but I refuse to be ensnared,” Serge wags a playful finger at her.

“To a great extent, it happens to be true, in my opinion of course. Like men, if you perform on the piano frequently, they become out of tune.”

Serge cracks up and almost falls back on a reclining couch. “Oh, it’s so true, that’s why I’m laughing.” He looks around him. The furnishings are Belle Époque and Art Deco with authentic posters 6 feet high by Alfonso Mucha, sketches by Erte and Ikart.

 “This is very decadent.”

“It is feral female,” declares Lucrezia,

“Unlike the other rooms of the Villa, ” he opines.

“It took me several years to decorate the Villa, many gay friends helped me with advice, suggestions and valuable information. You might say, I went through indoctrination. Sir Harold, Adolfo, Dimitri, other antique dealers, and Drusilla Gucci who is a master of colors, in fact she designs all our foulards at Gucci.”

“I understand, Lucrezia, Let me guess. You left this room for last and you ran over your decorating budget.”

“Au contraire. I was offered the entire contents of one of Lady Violet Trefusis drawing rooms for a song and dance. Nobody wants Belle Époque or Art Deco today.

“Did the piano come with it?” gasps Serge.

“That came with the Villa of the Saracen in Bellosguardo. The owner, an ancient lesbian belonging to American High society had a mother who was a pianist. Eccoci, here we are,” and Lucrezia gestures towards the Pleyel.

“It’s even more libertine after your explanation.”

“Wait until you meet Mercedes Huntintgton, she’s nearly 95, wears stiletto heels, smokes Gauloise cigarettes, drinks only single malt whiskey, drives an Hispano Suiza, and always dons men’s suits.”

“You mean she’s still alive and in Florence?” Serge asks in disbelief.

“Mercedes is very much all there. She has her own suite upstairs, 5 huge rooms all to herself in this villa. She’s a sort of Auntie Mame figure. I can learn so much from her. We both love cats and the Villa of the Saracen is big enough for both of us. She will remain here until she dies. That was a conditio sine qua non of the sale.”

“How many rooms does the Villa have? I will tell you after your reply.”

“About 50 rooms. Ah! That’s not right. I forgot to include the cellars with 10 feet high ceilings. Perhaps 60 rooms,” Lucrezia informs Serge.

“In Russia after the October Revolution, this villa, the Villa of the Saracen in Bellosguardo, would have housed 100 or more families. You and your children would have been sent to the gulag if you weren’t placed before a firing squad first. All the furnishings and furniture would have been burnt for firewood. In less than six months the Villa would not even be a shadow of its former splendor. The plumbing and the electricity long since kaput. The gardens used for outhouses, fruit gardens, and mechanics’ shops. All the villas on the hill of Bellosguardo would have suffered the same fate. How to go from a national monument to a slum in a few months? Now I have a question. How come the individualistic, almost anarchic, rich, too free Florentines voted Communist?”

“What can I say? Even the Communists in Italy are well off. What’s more they are at the forefront of the so called free market economy which is not free at all, but you already know that. Who can truly understand the Florentines? Not even the Florentines! The Communists made some promises. If they don’t deliver, they’ll be booted out. The Florentines are anti-clerical yet they are fond of the Pope.”

“That’s why they’re so fascinating,” concludes Serge, “they are full of contradictions. Like you.”

Near the Pleyel grand piano, there is a reclining couch draped in a royal blue silk Kashmir shawl, which looks very fragile. On an étagère near by is a collection of opium and hashish pipes. Serge takes one of the pipes, examines it, takes in the scent of the opium pipe, now empty, but years of use and abuse have left an indescribable aroma – faint but ever present nevertheless. Lucrezia picks out her favorite, a tiny gilt hashish pipe encrusted with turquoise stones from Iran. “Look well. Note that the turquoise have turned dark from constant use,” she points out.

“Who smoked this opium pipe? Do you know?”

“Probably a Turkish Pasha or Bay or why not, his favorite in the harem. All these pipes came from Istanbul.”

“How did you end up with them?” queries Serge.

“It’s a very long tale. If our love story continues, I shall tell you as I lean on your chest naked in this very salon.”

“I shall hold you to that solemn promise,’’ he takes in air deeply.”

“Sometimes I love to sit on the piano alone in the darkness, looking out towards the lights of Florence below as I savor the scent of this opium pipe.” She too takes a deep breath.

“It’s so voluptuous,” exclaims Sergei, as he swirls with Lucrezia around the reclining couch, then around the room, one hand on her waist, leaving the other hand free to sniff the golden opium pipe in both their hands, flicking their tongues around the pipe rim, their mouths and tongues encircling each other.

“I am intoxicated,” Serge whispers hoarsely.

“We both are,” Lucrezia reassures him.

“It is not only the scent of the opium pipes in disuse for many years. It is because we have burnt so many bridges so quickly to arrive at this point,” Serge buries his head in her bosom and clasps her long blonde hair with both his hands.

“Let’s resonate together,” utters a Lucrezia on fire, “or as my darling Miles Davis would say, ‘Let’s get lost.’” 

She steers Sergei slowly backwards towards the Art Deco reclining couch. He tumbles softly into it; she quickly straddles him, lifting up her long black cashmere skirt, to arouse him with her nakedness, and signals her intention to mount him as she unbuttons his trousers quickly There! She holds his erect organ in her hand and slithers underneath him. Their hunger is overpowering. He penetrates her deftly.

Serge pulls her away. “Have you ever used this room with any other man?”

Lucrezia looks into his eyes and demands to know, still contracting her vaginal muscles against him keeping him a prisoner inside of her. 

“And what if I have? What will you do? Throw me off your lap? Stop making love to me? Leave me?”

“No! It’s of no consequence. Forgive me. What happened before we met does not count. I swear! But – tell me anyway,” he gasps, as she continues undulating and grinding,

She has never been with any man in most rooms but Serge is not to know. Mystery is more irresistible and intense. “You will never know. You will never ever know, my love. Perhaps, we were born together yesterday.”

“When our eyes crossed while I was on the stage and you were sitting in the front row in the Sala Ducento of Palazzo della Signoria.”

“Yes Serge!" cries out Lucrezia.

“Yes! Lucrezia! Serge agrees ardently. “We were born together yesterday.”

Lucrezia, is still straddling Serge and still wound around his arms. 

“What man wants is simply independent choice, whatever independence may cost and wherever it may lead. That  was proclaimed  by another dissident, Feodor Dostoevsky who died in 1881,”he tells her softly.

The telephone starts its ominous ringing... again. It continues. She rises slowly in her black ensemble which designer Yves St. Laurent has called a “Black Splendor.” She sits on the intricate bench of the Pleyel and begins  “Sospiro”, drowning out the sounds of the intruding telephone.

“Aaah, my beauties, Sospiro and Lucrezia - together, His eyes shiny and moist, “the magic is so strong,”  he cries out rising to contemplate Lucrezia’s face and body as she plays “Sospiro.”

“Sospiro’ is my favorite of all compositions for the piano. Often the camp commandant would play the albums of Sviastoslav Richter in the white nights of Siberia. One of them was ‘Sospiro’. He was a little deaf so he would play it very loudly. Sound carries in the snow. Thank God and Erato, the Greek Muse of Music, for Sospiro kept me from going mad.”

Lucrezia closes the piano, walks to the opposite side of the room, opens a heavy 16th century armoire, and hands several blankets to Serge. Their blended liquid is flowing down her inner thighs.

 ’”The ooze is exciting me.” 

She begins contracting her vaginal muscles. They step into the moonlit garden, the oil torches are still burning brightly. She glides into the damp grass. He throws the blankets and slowly sinks down next to her.

“Only the spirits of the night are here,” murmurs Lucrezia, raising her skirt, until it covers her head. ‘’I am overflowing with our carnal flow will you drink from me?’’

“Let the presence of these guardian spirits bear witness. I will quench my thirst from you forever as long as I live,’’ vows Serge.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

UN SOSPIRO ( a sigh ) CHAPTER FIVE

Couture et Peinture Fashion and Benefit Show

Sala Bianca of Palazzo Pitti. Lucrezia as the “Weaver of Magical Threads” otherwise known as the spin doctor and Head of Public Relations for Gucci, is hosting the fashion gala reception and fashion show called “Couture et Peinture” (Clothes and Paintings). All monies raised from the sale of the Gucci creations and paintings of young artists, ages 15 to 30, will be given to Amnesty International.

For the first time in my life, I feel an ache deep inside my bone marrow for a man – Serge. I had always considered stories about longing for a man, or a lover, romantic nonsense. Probably it still is folderol, but I am indulging myself in it because it is such a rare sensation. I wonder if I shall ever feel these passion again for some other man?

Lucrezia and Serge are alone at last, albeit briefly, in a sea of celebrities at the Sala Bianca of Palazzo Pitti.

“I am happy that this fashion event, Couture et Peinture, is a success for you and for Amnesty International,” Serge tells Lucrezia tenderly, “but,” he adds passionately, “I will be even more thrilled when everyone has gone and we can be alone.”

The Red Contessa, Dominica, mistress of Palazzo Capponi, provocatively asks Lucrezia loudly in front of a crowd of well-heeled people, “Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could just call on our friends with beaucoup loot and ask them to donate even a couple of thousand dollars to say, UNICEF, Amnesty International or the Red Cross?”

“But, Cara Mia, you know and I know that some of these so-called rich make Ebenezer Scrooge look like the last of the big spenders. We must shame the Italians covered in money into giving or it will not happen. That's because they cannot deduct donations from their taxes."

"Lucrezia, did you mention the word  taxes? Italians don't pay taxes, so what would be their incentive? Perhaps impressing la ganza, the lover of the moment," ventures to say Lorenzo Papi, Dominica's brother and another famous resident /owner of Palazzo Capponi. 

Gore Vidal's stentorian voice declares, “As we enter the 80’s, the ball game looks like this. The Haves: better and better. The Poor: worse and worse. This is not an original statement. Miguel Cervantes declared this in ‘Don Quixote’ in the 16th century.”

“I shall contribute $15,000 in cash to Amnesty International; let me see which paintings I like,” Dominica announces firmly, tossing her long blonde hair out of her blue eyes. “Come now, you hard-nosed filthy rich, part with a little bit of your not-so-hard-earned money.”

Lucrezia passes a red plumed hat her grandmother Esperanza had worn in the 1930’s, designed by Coco Chanel. Reluctantly at first, then with more enthusiasm, the hat is overflowing with checks or pledges of “Stop by my bank on such and such a day, they will hand you X amount of money in lire or dollars or pounds sterling.

Serge is closely observing the events unfold with great amusement.

Lucrezia can’t help chuckling. Dominica will have to pony up more money. Two of her latest toy boys, one a sculptor, the other a photographer, have donated works for her Couture and Peinture. She hears one of them tell Dominica petulantly. “No donation – no copulation.”

“I resent that not-so-hard-earned money statement,” announces a scion of a textile conglomerate in Tuscany, writing a check made out to Amnesty International.

“Oh bull, Vieri! You inherited your mega fortune, just like Dominica, from your grandparents. Thank you for your generosity, I’ll always remember that,” Lucrezia opines, giving him a peck on the cheek. She restrains herself from scrutinizing Vieri’s check in front of so many guests. “You’ll hear from me if you’ve been miserly,” she whispers.

“How much has been collected for Amnesty International?” queries Gore Vidal softly.

“I’m incredulous! The usually tightwad, always poor-me rich Florentines have so far given $75,000! Wow!” Lucrezia informs him.

“Che meraviglia (how marvelous). Thank you!”

“Sir Harold Acton has an 81/2 by 11 inch pencil sketch of a ballet dancer signed by Degas which he has announced will be auctioned at Christie’s in London. The proceeds will be divided equally between UNICEF and Amnesty International.. All the expenses for the show are being borne by Gucci.

 Dr. Aldo Gucci, the chairman, being a typical Florentine merchant when it comes to money, was very hesitant at first to part with his personal funds. In Italy, personal donations are not in fashion. All the more reason to be jubilant!”

I shall gladly eat my words after this largesse tonight, I hope this is a precedent, thinks Lucrezia. 

“I know what you’re thinking, my pet,” Sir Harold tells Lucrezia, “but as an adopted Florentine, I can tell you this generosity will not take place very often.”

“Thank God for rare occurrences,” replies Lucrezia. 

“I agree,”  pipes in Serge. “Now we can be alone. As soon as you have thanked all the donors as they file past you and me,” Serge whispers into Lucrezia’s ear, flicking the tip of his tongue into her baroque pearled earlobe.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

UN SOSPIRO ( a sigh ) - CHAPTER FOUR



Breakfast in the Sun Loggia of Bellosguardo.

Tristan and Allegra are chattering into their muesli, The early morning cartoons are on. It’s “Tin Tin” sobbing into his gruel. On Saturday mornings television viewing is allowed for breakfast at Bellosguardo. Dvorak is eating his muesli nearby while Nanky Poo, the Puli Terrier, is chewing very toasted bread with a tad of cream cheese. Lucrezia is drinking Lopsang Souchang tea with milk and reflecting on Serge.

In walks Sir Harold Acton.. So much has happened. Lucrezia has forgotten all about her invitation to him. He kisses her hand. “Cara, good morning. You look lovely and rested this morning.”

“Ciao, Uncle Harold.”

“Good morning, bambini! Don’t you look sweet.”

Tristan and Allegra plant very wet muesli kisses on Sir Harold’s cheek. Lucrezia laughs. He wipes the milk and cereal off with the most impeccable white linen handkerchief ever to grace Villa of the Saracen since Beau Brummel.

“ I love your hair when it’s primal and atavistic. The bed is much better than a hairdresser,” declares Sir Harold, examining her.

“Ah! Judas Priest. Porco Diavolo!” curses Lucrezia..

Uttered like a true Florentine,” comments Sir Harold.

“Dahling!” Lucrezia’s eyes and mouth point toward the children – then she leans over toward him. “I just remembered, my bed’s not been slept in, hold the fort at this end, please.”

Lucrezia walks quickly to the other side of the Villa into her bedroom. She folds the silk damask bedspread into the divan for two as Ruffo, her major domo, always does, then she tosses the bed covers and the pillows about. No! That’s too much. More adjustments. Now, it looks believable!

Dvorak has followed Lucrezia into the bedroom, sniffs, discovers a different scent than hers, follows the scent on the Florentine cotto underneath the grand piano and then on the sofa. Dvorak’s eyes spot tiny gleaming objects on the floor. They are Serge’s studs and Lucrezia’s orange silk buttons. The beast goes for the gold first. Crunch! Crunch! Crunch!

“Dvorak, give me that. Open your mouth please. There's a darling,” Lucrezia pleads, prying the immense mouth with the frightening teeth open. In Hungary, Komondors kill bears in the steppes.

Sir Harold’s well-bred English voice booms, “Are you having a bit of trouble in there?”

“Dvorak is chewing on silk buttons and gold studs.” Lucrezia looks chagrined.

“Dahling!” He looks at Lucrezia. “You didn’t … but of course you did! I’ll look for the buttons and studs, just get the beast out of here. How many buttons? Thirty? Good Lord! As for the studs.”

“Well, three are on the piano,” Lucrezia volunteers, “and three are somewhere on the floor. No! Two,” as she hands him the studs from Dvorak’s mouth.

Sir Harold feigns disgust. “All right pet. Just make sure the hairy white
 monster stays out while I collect them. Shoo! Shoo! And you, go pretty up, we have a forum to attend.”

In Sir Harold Acton's brown Bentley on the way to the Piazza della Signoria, Lucrezia is quiet and pensive. 

“I have made up my mind and I am not turning back, so help me God.” Lucrezia turns to Sir Harold and repeats “Serge Akimov, che sara sara.”

As Lucrezia and Sir Harold walk down the aisle towards the first row, “the stars” the dissidents are entering the stage one by one and taking their places on the frattina - the long monk’s  refectory table. Serge is there! They look at each other and smile radiantly. Serge imperceptibly mouths a kiss. Lucrezia reciprocates. Then she stops her impulses, looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed, decides “So what?” looks back up at Serge and shrugs.

Katia Ferguson, the correspondent for the Herald Tribune tells Lucrezia, “I’d love to interview Sir Harold Acton, he's so impressive and so imposing.”

“Especially when it comes to his $600 million art collection, Villa La Pietra and other treasures, Sir Harold can truly be imposing,”  thinks Lucrezia. She introduces Katia Ferguson to him. He graciously suggests lunch at Villa La Pietra next week.

Poufie, the Mayor of Florence, is introducing Madame Yelena Bonner, wife of Dr. Andrei Sakharov. She is given a standing ovation as she takes the podium. A quiet, strong woman, Yelena Bonner is in Florence because she needs a complex ophthalmic operation on a rare eye disorder. Had her fate been up to the KGB, she would have been blind by now. The Italian Communist Party, the largest and wealthiest in the Free World, puts pressure on the Central Committee of the Union of Soviet Socialist Republics. Not only does the Italian Communist Party distance itself from the human rights abuses, it urges more “transparency” in its government.

Madame Yelena Bonner’s speech is eloquent but careful. Neither Dr. Sakharov nor she would be happy living outside Russia. His mission is reform, not revolution. The dissidents led by Dr. Ota Sik, the elder statesman from Czechoslovakia, and Dr. Serge Akimov, the dashing economist from the Soviet Union, stand up at the end of Madame Yelena Bonner’s speech, clap and cheer. 

A voice in the audience shouts, “Viva Sakharov!” More voices join in, then the entire audience is on its feet, delirious with “Viva Sakharov!” 

Lucrezia and Serge’s eyes cross significantly. As the audience starts slowly walking out of the Sala Ducento, Lucrezia and Serge exchange glances. He starts to come down the steps to join her. Sir Harold Acton, Contessa Dominica Frassini, Gore Vidal, Katia Ferguson are with Lucrezia. Oblivious to all, Lucrezia moves toward the landing, stretches her hand out to Serge. He takes her hand, kisses it at the same time as Sir Harold Acton and Gore Vidal approach Serge and congratulate him.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Un Sospiro - Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Strangers No More

Bellosguardo seizes Sergei. Its formal name is “Villa of the Saracen”. Built in 1521 by yet another banking family, the Bardi, it sits on a hill on the Piazza of Bellosguardo. Tradition says Dante gave the hill its name. Bellosquardo means “Beautiful Sight.”

The Duomo, the Tower of Arnolfo, Piazza della Signoria and the Campanile of the Duomo are viewed “in façade” from Bellosguardo. Nowhere else in Florence is this view possible.

“This is you,” declares an intoxicated Sergei.

“You are very poetic,” she tells him. “In this place I create, meditate, work, play with the children, pray sometimes, party … other times.”

“Do you weep? Do you suffer? Do you rapture?”  he asks.

“How very Russian to question me about these things! Would you like to see the rest of the house? Could I get you Krug champagne, Perrier or a Courvoisier?  Anything to avoid his uncomfortable questions.

“No! I’m happy just to drink the sight of you in this place. Here is my hand, as the song goes, I’m a stranger in paradise. Please call me Serge."

Lucrezia takes Serge’s hand, gestures with her hand in his, “In the name of Baccio D’Agnolo (Angel’s Kiss), teacher of Michelangelo, the builder and architect of the Villa of the Saracen on the hill of  Bellosguardo;  I welcome you with all my heart.”

Seven dolphins, out of whose open mouths water is splashing noisily, surround the Fountain of Minerva at the center of the Loggia.

 “My bedroom is the closest to the Fountain of Minerva; sometimes the windows in my bathroom are left open so that the sounds can lull me to sleep when I am restless.”

The Loggias, as they were then known in the Renaissance mean, splendid courtyards. They are an extension of the Villa itself, covered on three sides. The tiles are the redbrick Florentine tiles, baked to almost a burnt red cinnamon. Hence the name “cotto”, meaning an object, which has been cooked or baked in an oven or a kiln. As you can see for yourself, this Loggia has ten tall columns on each side of the villa. But, Angel’s Kiss who designed the Loggia, decided to be unique. The twenty columns holding up the Loggia and the second floor, face each other. He placed the fountain of Minerva in the center of the Loggia a massive bronze and wrought iron gate to the left of the Loggia which opens into the Great Hall, and he covered the side on the left of the great hall, to create a sort of viewing salon, because down below is Florence at your feet.

“Ah! Minerva, goddess of wisdom. That must be the statue representing her. She looks very fierce and sexy, like you, in spite of the cold Carrara marble,” states Sergei.

“Water is a very erotic element.”

“That’s very romantic,” Sergei whispers into Lucrezia’s ear.

“Kiss me with the kisses of your mouth,” answers Lucrezia, running her tongue over his well formed ear lobes..

The Loggia of Minerva is at the very center of the villa. Any sound, especially at this time of the morning, is magnified and radiated throughout the villa. After a long kiss, Lucrezia continues the “piccolo tour of the Villa of the Saracen.” keeping her voice down.

Sergei turns the knob of a ponderously tall oak door; Lucrezia urges him to enter. As he steps into the Great Hall, he goes Aaah!!! Over 3,500 square feet of Florentine vaulted ceilings, soaring 20 feet high. greet him. On the floor are several enormous Tabriz, Qom and Shiraz carpets. The tiles are the original Florentine cotto tiles in a very dark red after nearly 450 years of use. The draperies lavishly trailing on the floors are in chartreuse, a mélange of yellow and lime green velvet. The furnishings are massive, and austere, overflowing with male energy.”

Florence is a very masculine city, “Even the Gobelin and Bearvais tapestries hanging on its high walls show hunting and fighting scenes.”

A concert grand in ebony, a harpsichord in green and nightingale yellow and a golden harp stand out.

“Do you,” he asks timorously, pointing to the musical instruments.

“Only the piano and the harpsichord. I love the sensual lines of the harp It adds grace to an overwhelming Great Hall. Don’t you think?”

Sergei does not speak. Lucrezia walks slowly, amid the rustle of her gown, to the light switch hidden behind one of the long draperies and turns on an enchanted land of lights from the chandelier about 8 feet in diameter in the center of the Great Hall, its arms of carved cherry rosewood, to the myriad lights hidden among the vaulted ceiling.

“I don’t understand,” Sergei says. Even without lights, I can see very clearly.”

“That’s the genius of Baccio D’Agnolo/ Angel’s Kiss. Look at those 4 high and wide windows. The moonlight is enough to guide you, and on dark winter nights, the lights from the garden are all that’s needed.”

“Did you know that most of Moscow and Leningrad (Saint Petersburg) was planned by Florentine and Venetian architects?” asks Serge.

“Yes. Would you like to wait in the Great Hall while I take a peek at the children?”

“May I come with you, I promise I’ll be quiet.”

“There might be a problem. Nanky Poo our Hungarian Puli, sleeps in the hallway opposite the children’s room. He might bark at you and wake up Tristan and Allegra.”

“That won’t happen,” Sergei reassures her. He pulls her against him and kisses her on her bosom. They pass through the corridor. Suddenly a black object, Nanky Poo, appears, wagging his tail, curiously eyeing Serge who kneels down beside Nanky Poo, petting and playing with him in silence. “You see, doragaya maya, I have a way with dogs.”

“Now we are in the hall facing the children’s bedrooms," she explains. Nanky Poo ambles beside them soundlessly. Lucrezia enters Tristan’s room, adjusts his blanket, and then repeats the ritual with Allegra.

“Thank you for this gift. Allowing me to visit your sleeping children. It is an intimate part of you which you have shared.”

“Where do we go from here?” He murmurs. It is a minefield of a question, and full of innuendos.

They cross the Great Hall where at the far end of the wall, Serge sees a spectacular travertine granite fountain with a basin. It resembles a tall holy water font. 

“Once a guest got so pissed he didn’t make it to the Loggia outside or any of the bathrooms and puked all over the basin,” Lucrezia reveals.

Serge laughs loudly. “He must have been either Russian or Irish.”

They embrace, bending over with laughter. Lucrezia replies in between kisses, “She was American.”

They enter the library .The vaulted ceilings dominate the room. The boisserie of Sumatran Rosewood on two walls entirely filled with leather bound books, would give a bibliophile a never-ending orgasm. Another bookshelf contains musical scores. There are several round tables, which could sit four people comfortably, but are clearly used only for her projects. A tall ecritoire with a small table beside it is massed with orchids; an ochre sofa faces the 25-foot granite fireplace. A Bosendorfer concert grand piano and a vertical Petroff study piano also grace the room.

“I did not think that people lived like this today,” says Sergei. He studies the ochre sofa, done up in the softest suede, which faces a high marble fireplace.

“Since the world is called a Valley of Tears, why not live in splendid misery?” Lucrezia asks as she gestures towards the open door next to the library.

“I’m being flippant. Forgive me,” she says touching his sleeve softly.

Serge takes in the gilded Venetian bed covered in yellow silk damask, two gilded dolphins holding up lemon yellow lampshades on the nigh tables, the late Empire Recamier, the vis-à-vis divan (just for two) and, in yellow silk damask, the mahogany forte piano, from whence the modern piano descends, the white Hungarian shepherd (a Komonder) snoring loudly underneath the forte piano. He closes his eyes and covers them with his hands.

“No! This is too much! I don’t want to see your bedroom. I don’t want to feel anyone’s presence.” He turns around unsteadily and heads back to the library, passing through a corridor, which connects Lucrezia’s bedroom to the library. On a long narrow refectory table the length of the corridor, are photographs of Manfredi, her former husband, the children, other friends and family members.

His turquoise eyes flash. “Ah! Yes! I like this room much better. You are the only dominant force in it. I was jealous in your bedroom’’

“Don’t be’’, she strokes his face. Jealousy at this particular moment seems just and reasonable, because your objective is to preserve a good which you fancy or hope will belong to you,” she speaks to him silently. 

Lucrezia’s golden eyes flash. “Please remember, I am the only dominant force in the Villa – except for the entities who were here hundreds of years ago. By my own choice, I have been sexually abstinent for sometime.”

“That’s only sex. I mean Love. Why no-sex?” queries a curious Serge.

“Because,” replies Lucrezia tersely.

“Thank you for telling me.” Sergei takes Lucrezia’s hands and kisses her palm in silence.

Lucrezia, finding herself off guard by his reaction, impulsively speaks out. “It’s complex. I am a being full of contradictions. It’s a test to keep my passions always under my command.”

Sergei still says nothing, continues kissing and licking each of her fingers. Lucrezia embraces Sergei and caresses his hand, neck and cheek lightly. Sergei nuzzles her ear lobes, her mouth and her cleavage. Lucrezia pulls herself gently away and tries to explain her sexual abstinence though she is aware Serge has not asked for reasons. Perhaps because he has not, she tells him, “You see, my interior life has been very disciplined.”

“I too, have not touched a woman as I have touched you just now for a long time.”

He has the good grace not to give me an explanation, and I do not intend to ever ask him. I think that people explain too much.

“Most people do not esteem what they understand, and venerate what they cannot see.”

At this bewitching moment, she decides to believe him. She wants to, she chooses to give in to Sergei and to her folly. The pox on the savants. She is going to live her own Romance to the fullest.

I will take the pain and the joy and I hope I can have them in equal measures. After spending all those cruel, monotonous and tormented years in Siberia, Sergei more than other men is fully aware what living in the here and now truly means. The past is gone, never to be relived again, the future is yet to occur, and the present is the only thing that must be lived,  she muses. 

His directness devoid of pretensions disarms her. There is something of the devil-may-care, convention-be-damned attitude in  him which excites her.

 “I believe you,” declares Lucrezia, her golden eyes boring through his very being.

“Would you play something beautiful for me on the piano?”

Lucrezia sits on the mahogany grand piano, and begins to remove her 11 carat ruby ring. He takes her hand and covers her palms with tiny kisses.

  “Allow me,” he mutters into her palm and slowly takes it off. Blood red ruby scorpions adorn her ear lobes. She takes them off, He sucks her ear lobes delicately. Nosferatu wooing his mate? Her ruby bracelets, which encircle her wrists are endowed with a complex lock. She shows him how to slide them of her wrists, as his lips, tongue and fingers caress the inside of her wrists. He aspirates the scent of her skin, “Tuberose?” She smiles, showing off both her dimples.

“That is tantalizing!” exclaims Serge. A large ruby scorpion composed of 15 three carat gems hangs almost defiantly from the base of her neck. He strokes the insect, it’s stones as red as pigeon’s blood. His lips touch the nape of her neck and wander ever so lightly to her throat, lower, and lower, towards her moist cleavage.

 “Aaaaah! your scent is erotic,” he says without removing his lips from the plain between her mounds. She clasps Serge’s head, grasping his locks so tightly that he kneels down so as not to lose his balance. His head is between her breasts.  The only sounds; their breathless staccato and the constant rustling of her gown. Serge looks up.

 “Lucrezia maya! I am at your feet, still waiting impatiently for your music.”

Above them the vaulted ceiling, which looks down on the grand piano, is a window so high its massive shutters (restored in the 18th century) are never closed. A  puzzled crystal moon peers down. Below, the city’s flickering lights are all seen through the leaves of a 350 year old oak tree in the gardens of  the Villa of the Saracen.

She begins playing “Un Sospiro” A Sigh, by Franz Liszt, the Titanic composer and pianist who wrote exquisite, lyrical, ardent and taxing works for the piano. 

“Sospiro. I shall always remember this moment,” he says. Silently, his eyes well with tears. Of all the compositions for piano by Liszt, Chopin, and other giants she should choose to play Sospiro for me is too much. I an indeed blessed, he thinks.

"Sospiro. The Concert Etude number three in D flat Major. It is the most expressive and aggressive virtuoso piece by the supreme Romantic composer,” he reflects on this as he loses himself in Sospiro and in Lucrezia.

She is playing for him alone, declaring her passions, sharing the poetic beauty with him. There is a haunting, floating tenderness to the theme, at first played delicately, then as it rises in dramatic intensity, its vibrations hold you captive, before dying away in a long drawn out Sospiro – Sigh. Like a perfect coitus.

Sergei slides into the Florentine cotto  and lies down under the concert grand piano. The reverberations are wondrous to hear. It masks sighs and sobs which might escape his throat. It will give him time to hastily wipe off his tears.

Lucrezia feels a softness, perhaps a doleur for Serge. 

“It must be painful for him to stand for long periods and this day has been grueling.”

“Only my children, and sometimes Dvorak the Komondor  are allowed to listen to me underneath the piano. 

“Sospiro” is my sigh of Love. A sigh I have long suppressed. The piano is my instrument. Its vibrating chords send out a loud lament of longing and of desire. The piano and my body are one. Tears of love are clouding my eyes but I know every note. He will not notice it.  

“Sospiro” is at its last chords. Lucrezia feels Serge stroke her left ankle as her foot presses on the pianissimo pedal. 

“Fine. The end.”

“Sospiro, yours and mine,” Sergei whispers, removing her soft silk shoes, kissing her feet, and caressing her calves.

The voluminous silk gown rises and alters its shapes as both of them move within this orange fire. Its rustling sound magnified by their breathing. Enfolded in one another’s arms, they stand up, inching towards the sensuous curve of the grand piano, kissing each other’s lips, cheeks, chins, forehead, earlobes … with their lips, teeth and tongue. Lucrezia swirls, leans on the most sensuous curve of the grand piano and exposes the tiniest of buttons on the back of her orange silk taffeta creation, thirty buttons in all. Feverish, trembling hands remove with difficulty the buttons; a few pelt the floor.

“Forgive me, I am not used to … and this orange is so profane. It’s the exact color of the Cardinal’s capes in the Vatican,” Serge’s voice is breaking.

“I ordered the fabric from the Vatican and promised I would never wear it to any function inside the Vatican.”

Then, fierce hands grasp the fabric and all the buttons fly like pomegranate seeds into the floor.

“Yes! Yes! Tear my camouflage. Do it now before I change my mind,” Lucrezia cries.

" It’s beautiful to be admired by the object of your desire," she thinks as Sergei’s hands and lips wander down and around her back. She is naked underneath her Cardinal’s orange gown except for the ivory silk stockings and the ruby Scorpion dangling from her neck into her breasts. Lucrezia offers Serge her breasts. She unties his bowtie, lifts his arms, licks his palms and deftly removes the cuff links. She loses herself into his eyes, ripping out the gold studs of his dress shirt, ping! as they scatter all over the Florentine tiles.

Lucrezia has always nurtured a fantasy of a perfect love triangle, a ménage a trois – she, the man (as opposed to a man) and the piano. Now it’s happening when she least expects it!

With the grace of a fallen predator, Sergei swoops Lucrezia off her feet and carries her to the ochre leather sofa, limping slightly. The sofa is long, of impeccable suede, and designed as a lark for Lucrezia by sculptor Gio Pomodoro. It is almost as wide as a double bed. She is sitting on Serge’s lap. She lifts one leg over his head and is now astride him as she unbuttons his trousers held by a slim, black alligator belt. Elevating herself slightly, she tugs at him so as he rises, she eases the trousers and his boxers from underneath him and Sergei does the rest. He grasps her by the waist and with strong arms, sets her down beside him so that he can untie the shoelaces of his orthopedic shoes. As Lucrezia fondles his thighs, he shakes the heavy shoes off his feet.

“You’re beautiful,” they tell each other.

“Let us be naked totally, not only with our bodies. Let us tear at the veils which cover our hearts, minds and souls,” utters Sergei. “Lucrezia, say my name. Call me Serge. Look at me. Don’t be afraid. Look at me,” Sergei repeats softly. “Be as vulnerable as I am Lucrezia, You are more desirable to me without all your masks and veils." 

She is copiously wet from her ardor.

"Serge. Serge. Serge."

She spreads her wetness against his thighs, and places his hands against her butterfly. As he suckles her tiny nipples till they become engorged, she caresses his rock hard penis, now viscous with her liquid. Suddenly, Serge begins humming from somewhere deep inside his throat as his tongue flips slowly back and forth on her clitoris. Alexander Borodin’s Polivetsian Dances, inspired by the music from the steppes of Central Asia. It was turned into a famous Broadway hit “Kismet”. “A Stranger In Paradise” is its most famous song, which stayed on the hit parade for months. The song is none other than the melody of the Polivetsian Dances.

“Take my hand Lucrezia. I’m a Stranger in Paradise,” he sings in a melodious voice, lifting her and softly depositing her on top of the concert grand piano. “This beast weighs more than two tons, it’s on three sturdy legs, and I am right at the center of gravity. Never fear.”

Serge remains standing, he uses light feathery strokes on the insides of her thighs They part wider than the biblical Red Sea. He gazes at her face, then at her blonde pubic hair then shifts his eyes to her vulva.

" I’m lost in a wonderland, a stranger in Paradise."

 She feels more liquid ooze out of her golden orifice.

She is humming the music silently, as his lips burrow deep into her labia. “Yes! Serge! Don’t stop! Let me surrender all my elan vital.”

By now, He has slid up on the piano. Using the tips of his fingers and his lips, he spreads her liquid over her abdomen, nipples and mouth.

" Lucrezia, a pianist’s hands must be like heaven on a man’s organ,” he whispers.

She dips her forefinger (the finger of power) into her deliciously wet vulva, tastes it and takes in its scent. Heady, like that of a she wolf in heat. She rubs her wetness into his organ, slowly at first into the orifice of his organ.

 “He is not circumcised.” She observes. Then, with more force, two of her fingers scoop out her liquid and rub it into his penis, just as she unexpectedly sits up, turns and slides her mouth into his thick penis. Her tongue bathes him more.

He moans. “Lucrezia, I am into the rare.” 

He strokes her wet locks. April In Florence, even after midnight can be languorous. Their bodies are glistening with sweat. The friction caused by rubbing their moist bodies together is electrifying, he extricates himself from her mouth, and slides easily into her welcoming vagina.

He begins his thrusts gently. She follows his rhythm, undulating beneath him, like a King Cobra and his mate. They hear drumbeats, in their ears and in their hearts. “Look at me Lucrezia. Don’t take your gaze away … We are suspended in time and space.”

The lunges increase in frequency and ferocity. He is deep inside her now. They are resonating! She feels him till her entrails tremble. An explosion is enveloping them. Their bodies convulse as one. His eyes never leave hers. “Lucrezia, Dushenka Maya. My soul.  I have been born today,” he says it so softly she almost misses its significance.

“Serge, Krasavitsa maya, Now, I know the meaning of the word surrender.”

“We have surrendered. Look!” Serge rans his hands all over her.

She was still experiencing what anthropologists call “the sexual flush” in primates. Their bodies turn red, almost as if they are inundated by a rush, All females are endowed with it, but the phenomenon is more readily seen in women with fair, almost translucent skin which is never exposed to the sun’s rays.

“It was beautiful” they both declare, then laugh, hold hands and say, ”one, two, three … flick/flock.”

“How do you know that? it’s an old Russian children’s game!”

“We also say it in the Philippines. So there.”

“We must have many more paroxysms together,” she tells him softly. 

"Endless ones everywhere. All over the world we must make love, always love, never fuck," he replies. 

Their bodies are still entwined on the concert grand. Lucrezia ponders on Serge. She does not think his imperfection mars his beauty. Perhaps it does, but she doesn’t care. Is that what the sages mean when they tell us love is blind? The man has bravery and balls to sell to millions of people, if indeed bravery and balls could ever be sold. The Marquis de Talleyrand, a consummate diplomat and statesman for France also had one leg slightly shorter than the other. It did not seem to deter his never-ending stream of mistresses and inamoratas.

“Love, like fire, cannot subsist without continual movement: as soon as it ceases to hope and fear, it ceases to exist” La Rochefocauld said that in late 17th century France. An authentic cynic, he knew what he was referring to,” declares Serge.

“How could I not have noticed?” she asks, running her hand down his maimed leg and covering it with kisses. “You were right to call me self-centered.”

“Unless I am under stress, I can compensate for it quite well when I walk, except … when I’m running down long flights of marble steps after a delicious woman,” he replies playfully.

“How did it happen?” Lucrezia asks softly, touching, and kissing his leg again.

“In Siberia, I was hunting for animals to eat – foxes, rabbits, minks, anything. The deep snow covered a big hole in the ground. I fell and broke my tibia. The doctor was making the rounds in the other villages, so one of the hunters set the bone as best as he could. There were no pain killers!”

“It must have been excruciating.”

“It was torture! I never drank vodka before. After this experience, for a few months, I was drunk all the time. Sveta, my wife, did the best she could when she came back several months later.”

At Lucrezia’s puzzled look, Serge explains. “You see, Sveta, my wife was allowed to join me in Siberia because she was an orthopedic surgeon. In exchange for spending some time with me, Sveta was expected to look after the people in the villages, the workers in the oil fields, the indentured slaves in the diamond mines.

“She was in prison with you,” Lucrezia gasps.

Serge shakes his head. “It was not a cell. It was a log cabin. You had to chop your own wood and kill your own food, in addition to the forced labor. I was not considered escapee material; my struggle was and is political. By that time, all the world press was writing and talking about my exile in Siberia. I knew the authorities would not torture or kill me, at least not bodily. They wanted to destroy my will.”

The telephone jars the library. With the vaulted ceilings, the sound reverberates. “Don’t answer it,” urges Serge nervously. Lucrezia reassures Serge, “It might be Gucci New York.” The telephone keeps on ringing.

“At this hour of the night?” asks Serge in disbelief.

“The chairman calls anytime, especially if he knows I might be awake.”

Serge is the first to slide off the grand piano, then he carries Lucrezia to the suede sofa, Lucrezia picks up a cream colored telephone by a carved side table and a pumpkin colored cashmere shawl to sit on,

“Our body fluids might stain the suede sofa,” he roars with laughter. She waits for it to subside.

“Only Doctor Aldo Gucci is that persistent,” she chuckles. “Si?” she says in Italian. Silence. She can hear someone breathing. Lucrezia passes the telephone to Serge. He takes the telephone calmly, covers the mouthpiece with his hand, and listens. Several seconds later, he presses the button and puts the phone down.

“My caresse, my war is just beginning.”

She feels cold shivers and her hand trembles. He apologizes for what has just occurred. “When I was in Russia, the KGB and the GRU were ever present. The CIA, British Intelligence also followed me but it was harder for them inside Russia. I knew the KGB and the GRU watched my every move. What's more, they knew that I knew it. That’s part of the game. Sometimes they go out of their way to let you know that you are being watched.”

“Did anyone speak to you?’’

“I only heard the breathing as always.” Serge apologizes for this grotesque joke.

“It is I who must apologize for my thoughtless remarks regarding your royalties and other fruits of your labor. As a child, my rich clan in the Philippines and in China, practiced faith, hope and charity, but I am not so sure about social justice.”

“Methinks spooks of the Homo Sapiens kind are involved. Stupidos and Gagos. “Does this happen frequently?”

“Too many for mere coincidences. They are always trying to unnerve me, but of course it now takes on a different color,” he stops to gaze at her face and body.

The air in the library has turned chilly. It’s almost dawn. Lucrezia reaches for the cashmere blanket draped on the huge Gio Pomodoro sofa and covers Serge. She nuzzles him.

“This is Florence. It’s full of clever, malicious, anarchistic and highly individualistic Florentines. They burnt Savonarola, the monk, when he broke their chops. Even Machiavelli, a Florentine, could not make them mind. Leonardo (da Vinci) walked out, never to return, and Mussolini, “the Duce” himself, was unable to cope with the Florentines. They eat authority figures alive here and then spit them out for breakfast. Please don’t be concerned about me.” 

She scoops up her silk taffeta creation from the cotto and says, “I shall be right back with a kimono for you.” She disappears before he can protest.

In the Dining Hall, Lucrezia clambers on one of the parapets of the tall windows. The Dining Hall faces the Piazza of Bellosguardo and although the windows are too high for the merely curious, someone dexterous and determined could climb up the tall oak trees and hide among its branches if the shutters of the windows were open. They are not. They never are after dark. Lucrezia takes a very careful and stealthy peek through the shutters. She is in darkness while the Piazza of Bellosguardo is bathed in light from the electric lamps illuminating the Piazza. This time of morning the Piazza is deserted but today there are two innocuous looking coupe cars, one gray, the other cream, each with two men in it.

 “The bastards! The cowards!”

Lucrezia runs back to her bedroom, opens the Fornari mahogany armoire, removes a brown and gold man’s kimono, looks in the mirror of the armoire as she closes it, studies her own white and gold kimono, scrutinizes her face, gives herself an air of composure and re-enters the library. Seeing the expression on Serge’s face, she announces, “It’s something I have been saving for myself.”

Serge radiates a smile and puts on the kimono. Lucrezia admires his lean, hard, well-proportioned body. There is an ugly red welt on his chest. My God! My ruby scorpion pendant. She caresses the welt. He lifts her in his arms and parades her all around the room, placing her at last on top of the Bosendorfer at the precise erotic curve of the tempting Concert grand piano.

It will soon be dawn, they both realize sadly. Lucrezia tells Serge about the watchdogs in the Piazza.

“Still trying to wear down my nerves.”

"Have you an idea who they might be?"

"Ljubov maya, my love, they could be CIA, KGB or MI6. They could be doing this separately, they could be rogue elephant KGB and CIA working hand in hand or perhaps they are authentic Russian, British and American spies doing a joint venture in Operation Akimov," he chuckles. He gazes at her intensely. 

"I see that you have not asked me why. You understand don't you? You are one of the few people who has taken the time and has the intelligent brain to read between the lines of my book."

She nods. "It is because of your book"Will the Soviet Union Survive Until 1984?"

"Exactly. We will discuss it in detail some other time, if you don't mind."

"Of course I don't mind. I repeat we are in Italy and particularly among the tough Florentines.  And then Lucrezia suggests, “Let’s not make it easy. Two or perhaps I should say three can play this war of nerves.”

“You’re right. Italy is not only a different country, it’s unique,” exclaims Serge. “Mussolini once said governing Italians was not hopeless, it was impossible.”

“From the gardens behind the Villa of the Saracen, thus behind the Piazza of Bellosguardo, there is a secret trail through the wooded hillside. It takes 15 to 20 minutes to get down the hill , but easy to follow because the gardeners take good care of it. The trail leads to the highway of Scandicci.”

Lucrezia gives him a black silk turtleneck sweater to wear with his formal trousers. She laughs. 

“Amore, it’s less obvious than wearing the jacket with no studs nor buttons which I tore off in the heat of our passion. Never mind. The Conference on Human Rights starts at 10:00 a.m. Ruffo will drop off your dinner jacket, with all your studs and the cuff links at your hotel, the Excelsior.“

She drapes both her arms around him, “Darling Serge. Forgive me. Your studs are all over the cotto.”

“My wonderful one, lead me out Lucrezia. I am no longer a Stranger in Paradise.”

They go through her bedroom, into yet another salon, which looks like it might have been done entirely by Erte. A wide glass door opens into the formal gardens. They walk ten paces and find a secret door , behind a graceful cherry blossom tree.

“Pozeluy manja, Kiss me,” Serge clasps Lucrezia tightly against his chest and suddenly with his eyes glistening murmurs, “thank you for the Sorcery.”

“Till later, Seryosha,” Lucrezia murmurs. “A quarter of a mile down Scandicci, there will be taxis on the Piazza.”

She watches him go, he walks a little, then runs back to embrace her. 

This time she turns. “Oh Serge, this is too difficult,” and sprints back to the formal gardens stifling the emotions which are flowing out of her very being.

Monday, June 16, 2008

UN SOSPIRO (a sigh) - Chapter 2


Flight and Surrender

At the Villa del Saraceno, Villa of the Saracen, in Bellosguardo, Contessa Lucrezia von Reno is hosting an intimate “Black Velvet” cocktail party for 21 people.

Why 21? “I dislike even numbers.”

The name “Black Velvet” is used to describe champagne and beer mixed together. Lucrezia’s preference is Krug champagne vintage ’72 served with either Guinness Stout or Carlsberg Pilsner. The butler Ruffo is serving “Black Velvet” on silver Murano goblets. The guests are attired in gowns or dinner jackets, “diehard and inveterate wealth”. All the guests attending Lucrezia’s “Black Velvet” cocktail party will be at the formal dinner the City of Florence is hosting tonight, in honor of the dissidents and human rights activists.

Sergei’s words are swirling around in Lucrezia’s mind. “Since we first saw each other, we have dispensed with social hurdles. Let’s be alone tonight.”

He is not a typical inamorato, she muses. He isn’t playing at courtship. He’s gone straight to the substance. Years of hard labor in Siberia, makes for directness. No preambles. He knows excruciating pain and joy. Many people live and die without ever knowing they have lived and loved. Sergei must be the most sensitive of lovers.

“A pearl for your reveries,” booms Sir Harold Acton, her escort to the dinner at Palazzo Strozzi. Sir Harold is an aesthete, a famous unrepentant aristocratic capitalist, a judicious collector of Renaissance Art valued in the hundreds of millions of dollars and a steadfast homosexual. Sir Harold, once one passed “the tests”, was not a fair weather friend. He has noticed Lucrezia’s state of mind, thus the flippant pearls for your reveries.

“Thank you for that, darling Harold. I might be taking some things too seriously.”

“Life is not a dress rehearsal,” he admonishes. If you ask me, you must take some things seriously.”

Lucrezia confides in Serge Akimov’s “hotspur” proposal.

“My dear, I think it’s utterly delightful.”

“I’m not sure, caro mio. If I consent, I may be even more addle-pated than he.”

“Now, Lucrezia, that sort of silly, middle class comment does not become you.”

She agrees. “I didn’t mean to be superficial. Darling, when this carousel is over, please come for a chat and Ruffa’s Moroccan couscous.”

“Long overdue,” he replies succinctly. “Now we’d better hurry to Palazzo Strozzi; it’s time to make our entrance.”

“But some of the guests are still here,” she protests.

“I can well believe it darling. Even the gray stones of Florence know you only serve Krug Champage at all your soirees. Thank your good planets you are not in Genoa. You couldn’t get them to leave if you fired shots into the air. By the way, the old Lord Spencer used to do just that when his guests had overstayed their welcome or when they began to bore him.”

“Lord Spencer sounds dotty, if you ask me.”

“Dotty Lord Spencer is dead my dear. His son, the Earl is now the heir. His eldest daughter is seeing Prince Charles but I would put my money on Lady Diana. She is very beautiful and willful and it is Bonnie Prince Charles she wants, a little canary told me.”

Harold always knew everything that went on in every country that interested him. That meant places where he had deposits in Coutts Bank or, more likely Hong Kong and Shanghai Bank, manor houses and thousands of hectares of land.

Excuse me. It’s time to leave for the formal dinner at Palazzo Strozzi. The Mayor ( Elio Gabuggiani) likes punctuality. He has zero tolerance for time alla Italiana. You all know that. Please take the unfinished bottles of Krug and drink them on the way. Consider it a gift. The Murano goblets stay here because I inherited them from my great-uncle twice removed Don Cesar the Tycoon.”

Apologies and murmurs. Where’s my sable, my mink, my lover, husband, wife, we have to run. Grazie Lucrezia. Marvy party as always. Sorry about the time. It’s your fault for being such a hostess with the mostest. We’ll send flowers. We always do. Ciao. See you at Palazzo Strozzi.

“Really Harold, why do I do these things which irritate me so much in the end?”

“Because you are a solar creature. A kind and well brought up person if a bit eccentric. Viva the eccentrics. That’s why I adore you. Now let’s vamoose as the cowboys used to say in the Far West.”

“I take exception to a bit eccentric. I aim to be very eccentric.”

"So you are Mia cara An intellectually brilliant and glamorous eccentric with her small, pretty feet planted firmly on terra ferma."


Lucrezia, with Sir Harold Actonj on her arm, strolls around Palazzo Strozzi. Its massive oil lit torches illuminate Via Tornabuoni, one of the most expensive and opulent streets in the world. They enter Palazzo Strozzi through its immense bronze doors fronting Piazza della Repubblica. Torches are on every landing. Because of the vegetable dyes used in each individual torch, the lights give out phosphorescent green, blue, scarlet, orange and gold. colors. They ascend slowly and imperiously on the wide marble steps to the Grand Salon. They catch the scent of jasmine and tuberose.

It is almost overwhelming. There must be thousands of garlands festooning the columns on the steps! They represent romance, adventure and – danger to me. Shall I meet all of these things head on?

Piero de la Francesca and Giotto painted the frescoes surrounding the Sala at Palazzo Strozzi. The Strozzi family rivaled the Medicis for at least a century. Gold florin for gold florin, the Strozzis matched them in wealth, power, cruelty, beauty and sex. Even Donatello, the homosexual sculptor of the erotic David (naked except for a deliciously droopy hat) a favorite of the Medicis, flirted with the Strozzi.

The tables at the Sala are set rapturously. The silverware is a late 17th century reproduction of Lorenzo il Magnifo’s cutlery. The handles feature a stylized griffin. The goblets are of an iridescent Murano gold. The plates, a pale yellow porcelain emblazoned with the coat of arms of the Strozzis and that of Florence. There are garlands of tiny yellow roses on the table, around the plates and around the water and wine goblets.

“What’s this I hear about your hugger-mugger with the Russian historian?” Gore Vidal, the famous American historian and writer, whispers to Lucrezia at the dinner table over a magical tiramisu.

She glares at Sir Harold. “Don’t be upset, my dear. These sort of secrets are meant to be revealed, “ he explains raising his right hand palm outward as if to say alla Fiorentina” Cosa vuoi fare? What did you expect?

“You have captivated Sergei Akimov,” Gore continues. “He keeps looking at our table.”

Lucrezia decides to be difficult. Gore always brings out her contrariness. It never fails. “There are other people at this table, all very fascinating.”

“We know he isn’t gay. That means the men at this table are ineligible.” Gore pauses for effect. “That kind of lust would only have eyes for you.”

“A Russian prince during Czarist times, perhaps a Volkonsky, a Galitzine, a Kutuzov, but a dissident?”

“You are deliberately being obtuse, dear girl. And why not Akimov? Akimov is handsome, handy, horny, hard, heroic and hungering for you.”

“Do I ever make comments about your private lives?” Lucrezia asks Sir Harold Actonj and George Armstrong a journalist who writes for the London Times, and is a crony of Vidal and Acton.

“Of course, you do it all the time. And you should … we’re friends. Don’t mind us old farts.”

“Stylish and rich old farts,” interjects Harold Acton..

“Don’t ponder too much about this to have or not to have love affair,” cautions Gore.

“We must all live our passions unwisely but well, writes Count Leo Tolstoy in ‘Anna Karenina’, his other masterpiece,” says Sir Harold affectionately.

“Che sara, sara,” replies Lucrezia, sipping her glass of Brunello di Montalcino.

All evening long she has felt compelled to glance repeatedly at Sergei and each time, unfailingly, Sergei is contemplating her. Their glances seem to turn into incandescent strands, which connect their pupils but are visible only to them.

Lucrezia finishes the Brunello; it scorches her. Odd, this has never happened before. I feel a rising heat.

Contessa Dominica known as “the Red Contessa” because of her Communist sympathies (her family owns the gorgeous and magnificently notorious Palazzo Capponi), leans over from across the table.

“Cara, don’t be schematic in love,” Dominica, nearly 20 years her senior, one of her dearest friends, tells her. “Jump into the wagon with all of us loons.”

“I can’t bear another affectionate, well meaning remark,” states Lucrezia softly gulping down the potent digestif Chartreuse. The dark emerald colored liquid incinerates her insides. “I won’t have to burn for Sergei.”

Everyone in the Salon seems to be occupied in gossip and opinions. The dinner is almost over. The guests appear ready and eager to go to their own madcaps.

“It’s a good time to exit; she whispers to Dominica and Sir Harold, kissing the former and embracing the latter. “Darling. If you feel like breakfast at Bellosguardo before we all troop back to Palazzo Vecchio for the second day of the Conference, the children, animals and yours truly, will be thrilled.”

“I shall do that. Thank you, my pet,” replies Sir Harold, returning her warn hug.

No one comments about the fact that Dominica, Lucrezia’s dearest friend, has not been invited. She never rises from her 15th century canopied bed until well past three in the afternoon. All her friends are aware of that.

Sergei is burning Lucrezia with amorous glances. She rises and heads straight for the heavily carved gilded doors, which four ushers in blue and gold livery hold open for her. She runs her eyes over Serge’s table. Mayor Gabuggiani is finishing a toast. She hears the clink of crystal.

It’s better this way. If he comes after me, so be it. It was meant to be. Perhaps he’ll decide it’s too much trouble? I shall consider him a flibbertigibbet, like Manfredi, my former husband, whom I now refer to as; the father of my children. One vacillating Peter Pan in my life is more than enough.

She addresses the dazzling frescoes on the vaulted ceilings. Men, women, god, goddesses, satyrs, cupids – were called putti in Venetian.
They gawk at her in silence, keeping whatever secrets they have witnessed about love and sorrow, sealed in their frescoes for 600 years. I want a man. Ecce Homo, as the ancient Romans used to say. Here is a Man! A Woman for a Man.!

Lucrezia’s magnificent silk gown in cardinal orange, rustles as she runs down the steps of golden marble wide a meter and not higher than an inch. This never fails to impress her and give her a frissom of deja vu. The master craftsmen had built the steps in the late 14th century palace in order to accommodate the horses as they galloped with their cavaliers all the way up to the Salone, which is on the 4th floor of the Palazzo.

Perhaps to take part in a conspiracy? An orgy? A tryst?

Swish! Swish! Goes her silk gown. Her low heels, hand-made King Louis Pumps in the identical silk fabric, jar the sacred silence.

The spirits and shades of Palazzo Strozzi might object to the slightest disturbance at this hour of the night. “Tis nearly midnight. The hour of the Dance Macabre” My grandmother’s jeweled Patek Philippe shines in the chiaroscuro of the light and shadows created by the torches, creating strange looking beasts.

She removes her shoes, the cool marble almost slides underneath her stocking feet, giving her a heightened awareness of the sensuality of marble.

These never ending steps are making me giddy. What am I doing? This is total “madness. I must be insane.

“Run away!“ croaks a voice. The whispers grow louder and increase their intensity. “For God’s sake - run!!!!”

“Go now,” more voices are whispering as if in a chorus.

“Yes! I’ll do that.”

The whispers grow louder.The whisperers sound desperate and dammed.

”Go! Go now.”

“Wait! Wait!” Stop!

Lucrezia is unsure if they are human voices.

“Wait” the voice pleads. It is Sergei. He is descending with great difficulty.

“You must not run away. You can’t leave me. It is futile.”

Lucrezia stops, whirls around and freezes. Sergei is limping badly. He falters, totters and then stumbles. One shoe is at least five inches higher than the other.

Oh dear God! I never noticed, He’s right. I am self-centered.. What happened to him in Siberia?

Sergei sways, and fights to keep from falling. She races up towards him, dropping her shoes.. He loses his balance, grips the thick gray granite railing. She scoops him up as she would one of her children, though he is much taller than her 1.78-meter height, and envelops him in her orange gown. He is one step above her. They hold onto each other unsteadily.

Lucrezia opens her eyes and looks up. All the frescoes are swirling, emeralds, rubies, gold, sapphires, all gyrating and undulating.

“I have lost my head,” she murmurs hoarsely, for she suddenly discovers that she has lost her voice as well. “I am hallucinating!. The Syndrome of Stendhal has hit me at last, after all these years of living in Florence.”

“Liubov maya. My love.. We are both afflicted with the Syndrome,” he replies lovingly, pressing his lips against her fair locks, which smell faintly of tuberose.

Doctors and psychiatrists have named this rather common occurrence to visitors and residents in Florence in honor of the great French writer Stendhal who was the first to accurately describe this syndrome. After days or weeks of intense experiences visiting churches, museums, palaces, piazzas, walking on beauty, surrounded by colors and shades, soaring arches everywhere, breathing and transpirating the most powerful of passions and emotions, the subject/object begins hallucinating. Visions come to him or her; the streets are filled with people in costumes; it’s another time and place. The subject continuously flips back between the vision and the present. It can be a terrifying experience. Stendhal, an observant man, described these “attacks of beauty” minutely and wrote about them. He met with doctors and learned men. The solution, then as now is: stop whatever you’re doing, stay in your room quietly for a couple of days so that your senses and your psyche can adjust. E tutto. That’s all.

“Why worry? I told you before, we both have the Syndrome,” answers Serge tenderly.

Lucrezia declares, “I don’t want to be in this state of madness. Please let me go.”

Serge pulls himself down painfully onto the steps, while Lucrezia lies on the travertine marble step. She takes a pliant Sergei into her bosom and clasps him tightly. Time stops. They, listen to the drumbeats of their hearts, throbbing against each other. They are still and quiet, endeavoring to understand the silence of their passion. It is the only orator that always persuades. Passion is a natural art, its rules are infallible. The simplest man with passion is more convincing that the most eloquent man without it.

Sergei breaks the silence. “What were you doing? Were you running away?” he asks softly.

“I wanted to see if you would follow me, come what may.”

“I’d follow you anywhere. You are fighting against yourself, Daregaya maya. My dearest. Why didn’t you stop by my table? You know everyone there very well. I’m sure they, as well as I, would have been delighted,” Sergei explains, a little too patiently.

“Oh! I’m so sorry. Are you better now?” Lucrezia asks, ignoring his tone.

“Life is moving on and passing us by swiftly. It waits for no one, Doushka maya. Sometimes, it is best to stop thinking and … just feel!”

Sergei rises slowly, awkwardly and painfully. “Ah,” he sighs, sotto voce. There is pain in his eyes and in his voice. Lucrezia realizes that she is yearning to ease his hurt. Wordlessly, she takes his hand and arm. They make their way down the steps slowly and in silence. Words are superfluous in certain situations. From up high, they hear the sounds of people laughing, their heavy footsteps reverberating throughout the many high vaulted ceilings.

“Come with me, to the Villa of the Saracen,” Lucrezia shocks herself at this impulsive invitation.

She is still shoeless, wearing only her silk stockings, which by now, have been torn to pieces. He pushes her softly down on the steps with one hand.” Give me your right foot.”

She lifts her leg. The voluminous ball gown creates discordant notes in the unspoken words, which pass between them. He kisses the inside of her ankle with his open mouth before placing her silk shoe back on her foot. He caresses his lips against her left ankle again and again before sliding her shoe on her foot. She does not expect this, she can’t find the words to express how much his actions have moved her. Once again, silence is more portentous than words. He raises her up without taking his eyes off her. ”Krasivaya” (beautiful) he says, aspirating deeply.

The liveried footmen with heavy gold braid running through their jackets and pantaloons, salute them They strain to open the great solid bronze door of Palazzo Strozzi. A cool wind from the river Arno caresses their faces as they step out into Via Tornabuoni. Diagonally across from where they stand, all the five store windows of the Gucci Florence are richly illuminated by Murano chandeliers.  

"Oh! I must see this up close," exclaims Sergei.

The windows feature paintings of the Renaissance 's most beautiful women, art collectors all. There is the Queen of them all, Isabella d'Este, Princess Vittoria Colonna, Eleanora Farnese, Lucrezia Borgia and the sexiest of them all, Contessa Guilia Gonzaga.

The Gucci Atelier boldly declares in the golden calligraphy of the Renaissance “Beauty is Freedom”.

“Krasivaya maya,” he sighs in surrender. “Let us enrapture each other. Take me to your Villa of the Saracen in Bellosguardo.”

Isabel Van Fechtmann

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