Monday, January 4, 2010

A POPE LEADS A DANGEROUS LIFE



The sacrality of the Papal Office has often been challenged for personal gain or to secure yet more power for one's family and clan.

Saint Peter, acknowledged as the First Pope was crucified upside down. Saint Paul, though not a Pope was a high ranking prelate of the Church. The Emperor Nero, by tradition ordered their executions.

The Pope is the Bishop of Rome. Throughout the ages, an infinity of Bishops have been cut down to bits, their executioners have delighted in slitting their throats, or stabbing them with so many wounds, a sieve would have been a prettier sight.

Our beloved Saint Augustine, Bishop of Hippo in Northern Africa was brutally murdered by theVandals and the Visigoths. Many of the early Popes perished from mysterious ailments - poison, perhaps?

Let's begin with the most recent episodes of physical attacks against the person and persona of the Pope.

This one occurred on Christmas Eve last, when a young woman under psychiatric treatment, went right up near Bernini's altar at the Basilica of Saint Peter and knocked the Pope down to the floor. Pope Ratzinger is made of sterner stuff, he stood up quickly, just as soon as the Vatican Swiss Guards pulled her off him.

"I just wanted to hug him," said she. On the floor? Give me a break!

Last year this same disturbed individual also approached the Pope but his Security guards stopped her. What is it with these recent episodes of "would do harm" persons?

A sort of deranged chap threw a shoe at President Bush. That is not a laughing matter. It could have been a dart aimed at his eye. A small Swiss knife thrown by an expert marksman would surely have sliced his windpipe. I could think of more but I won't write about it because there are unstable and ordinary men and women everywhere with evil intent.

I am aware that the worldwide Media have recounted these episodes as the work of unbalanced individuals. Suppose they are all under some form of mind control? And all the incidents just test runs?

The SS had excellent results with mind control experiments in the late 30's to the early 40's under Reinhard Heydrich. Almost all of these scientists came to America after the end of WW2 . The CIA conducted its now famous or should I say infamous? MK Ultra mind control experiments in the 50's and in the 60's.

SRI - Stanford Research Institute has been conducting "remote viewing" experiments for the last 20 years. Their success rate is about 80 to 90 %. Some define this attribute as Psychic remote viewing. I prefer to call it "virtual clairvoyant traveling."

There is a great deal of rumination to be done here.

The most horrifying attempt on a Pope's life in our time was at Saint Peter's Square in May of 1981. A cold blooded Turkish assassin shot Pope John Paul ll in the abdomen. Ali Agca was reputed to be an extraordinary shootist so I surmise that he missed deliberately as a warning of some sort or he aimed for a head shot except that at the last second the Pope moved to touch a portrait of the Virgin of Fatima which a pilgrim was holding up for him. Pope John Paul ll believes the Virgin saved his life. One of the three prophesies made to the three peasant children (Lucia, Jacinta, and Pedro) in Fatima, Portugal on the eve of WWl was that an assassin would attack a man in white half a century later.

My friends at the Vatican Curia such as Monsignors and Cardinals said that they had not seen such a perfect assassin such as Ali Agca. During all the interrogations his heartbeat never accelerated to more than 60 and his blood pressure remained steady at 110 over 70. His voice was calm without the slightest trace of agitation. Torture was out of the question. The highest ranking authorities in the Vatican Curia nixed it. Ca va sans dire, His Holiness who remained conscious would never have countenanced it.

At Manila airport in 1970, a man with a dagger attempted to stab Pope Paul Vl. Archbishop Paul Marcinkus, a giant at 6 foot 6, and head of the Pope's security as well as planning his trips overseas, prevented the would be killer from even getting close enough to nick His Holiness.

In Vatican circles and in the salons of the black Roman nobility, it is an accepted fact that Pope Pius Xll,who ceaselessly sent communiques to Adolf Hitler pleading for the lives of  Jews, Gypsies, Slavs Christians and Catholics had been targeted for kidnapping by the SS in the late 1940's. The plan was to storm theVatican and seize not only the Pope but as many Cardinals and Monsignors as they could. The Wehrmacht, in the person of General Wolff would not comply and General Keppler of the SS in Italy refused to go along with it.   We are led to believe that the Germany army were monsters - but other army in the world - would ignore such instructions?

It is fascinating to see the architectural evolution of papal palaces to prevent attacks by armed thugs or even an army. Let us take as an example the Lateran Palace in Rome where Popes resided and presided over spiritual and temporal power for a millennium. The Vandals, Visigoths, Ostrogoths, and the Huns attacked Rome repeatedly and mercilessly. Instead of a moat, the Piazza or Square of the Lateran Palace was surrounded by buildings which resembled almost impenetrable fortresses.

Pope Innocent lV ( 1243- 1254) built his Papal Palace on one of Rome's seven hills. There could be no doubt of its palatial splendor throughout its interior but the architecture was strictly a fortress. The Norman Emperor Frederick ll whose seat of power was in Palermo, Sicily intended to expand his hegemony over all of the Italian Peninsula. Pope Innocent prudently foresaw this. A few years before Frederick's march on Rome, he had captured and imprisoned in 1241 two of the Curia's most important Cardinals and trusted advisors of His Holiness. The Isola de Giglio, a gorgeous island off Sicily served as their place of captivity.

All the Christian world, from Iceland to Sicily,  the British Isles to Ireland, Scotland, mainland Europe, Russia and Byzantine Europe and Turkey reacted in shock and disbelief. Frederick declared himself a devout Catholic. Power proved a stronger concomitant.

Anyone today who strolls through Avignon, in southern France and visits the Palace of the Popes cannot fail to be impressed by the defensive aspects of the Palace which stands almost alone in medieval history because of it architectural defenses.  Even the Palaces of the Cardinals are veritable fortresses. The Avignon Period is a tragic period for the Roman Papacy. A split occurred between two factions of theVatican Curia during a conclave. Those Cardinals who disagreed and had voted for another Pope left Rome for Avignon. An artful compromise was out of the question. Too many hateful words and deeds had ruined the possibility of an accord, even a defective one. The newly elected Pope of Rome found himself abandoned and powerless in Italy. The French Kings backed the Papacy at Avignon.

The news of the death of a Pope or even of one in his final hours, brought the rapacious Roman crowds egged on by rival papal nobles and families to attack and and sack his Palace. Indeed, Pope Honorius lll, in the middle of his death rattle but still alive, was presented to the rabble below on a dais in his balcony in the hope that the Lateran Palace in Rome would not be robbed and plundered.

At the end of the 13th century, Cardinals Sciarra Colonna (a rival Papal family) and Guillaume de Nogaret, acting on orders from the French King Philip the Fair. Yes Indeed!  the same one who captured, tortured, executed and disbanded the Knights Templars in France; kidnapped Pope Boniface  Vll with the sole purpose of taking him to Paris to force the Pope to call a Vatican Council. Cardinal Sciarra Colonna, a Roman Cardinal allied himself with the French King for revenge. Pope Boniface was a Caetani, another rival papal family and his bribes had been more generous during the Conclave to elect him as Pontiff. In addition, Pope Boniface  had embarked on a campaign using the power of his papal office to kill as many of the Colonna as he could. The inhabitants of the city of Anagni assisted Colonna in the kidnapping. The Pope was their captive for three days. And then troops of the powerful Orsini family that had remained faithful to the Caetani marched resolutely into Anagni. Reluctantly, the Pope was handed over to the Orsini who proceeded to transport him back to Rome.

Without a doubt, the Pope was beaten and tortured. Cardinal Colonna slapped the Pope several times on the face with His Holiness's own iron gloves. The attacks on the Pope and the rough journey back to the Lateran Palace in Rome proved too much for Boniface and he died 17 days later. The attempt at Anagni formally marked the end of the true Popes elected in Rome, as set forth in the reforms established by the great Pope Gregory Vll.

This is the famous Pope who constrained Henry lV of England and husband of the spectacular Queen Eleanor of Aquitaine, who was far wealthier than he to come to Italy and kneel in the snow for days at Canossa  in Lombardy) in  order to beg the Pope's forgiveness for the murder of Thomas a Beckett - his priest/advisor and Privy Councilor. Seven years later Pope Gregory fled Rome when the troops of His Imperial Catholic Majesty, Henry of France attacked Rome. The city was saved from a horrifying fate by Duke Robert de Guiscard, a loyal vassal of the Church. Nontheless, Pope Gregory amid the lamentations of his people fled to Salerno, capital of the Norman kingdom.  On his death bed on the 25th of May 1085, the Pope, still in Salerno pronounced the now famous declaration" I have loved justice and hated iniquity all my life, thus I die in exile."

The papal struggles continued in Rome and in Avignon. The death of the Borgia Pope Alexander Vl is still considered by some historians as the result of a toxin from India by way of the Middle East.

Henry Vlll executed the friend he loved the most. His Prime Minister Thomas More. He cried for days, tis said. Thomas More was a Catholic as was the King. He would not recognize the King as the Head of the Church - only the Pontiff in Rome had that spiritual power.

Napoleon Bonaparte in his early years had invited the Pope to Paris to crown him Emperor at Notre Dame de Paris. When the Pope hesitated, he placed the crown on his head himself. In 1808, the troops of his General, Miollis entered Rome with a proclamation from Napoleon - the annexation of the Papal States to France. This incurred the wrath of Pius Vll. He excommunicated Napoleon in the harshest language he could employ. He ordered his Swiss Guards to affix the Proclamations of the Excommunication on the Basilica of Saint Peter, the Cathedral of Saint John Lateran, in the Palace of the Chancellery at Monte Citorio ( now the seat of the Italian Parliament) and the entrance to Campo dei Fiori, where a temple of Mars had once stood in all its glory during the time of Julius Caesar.  The French agents removed the proclamations. But the Swiss Guards and the Romans affixed them again and again.

A furious Napoleon ordered his army to enter the Vatican, seize the Pope and hundreds of valuable paintings and statues. His Holiness was taken to Savona in Liguria near the French border. He was held in an unpleasant house arrest, and then he was bundled off to Fontainebleu. Only the fall of Napoleon's Empire put an end to the Pope's imprisonment. He re-entered Rome on the 24th of May 1814. Not at all a picnic for the Pope.

Pope Pius XlX,who descended from the noble line of the Mastai-Ferretti was residing in the Quirinale when Giuseppe Garibaldi and his thousand red shirts tramped into Rome. He tasked Pellegrino Rossi, one of his most trusted aides to establish order in the city. I think Garibaldi, acting under orders from Mazzini (the man who TRULY pulled all strings) might very well have taken Pius XlX prisoner. To exile once again. This time, to Gaeta, near Naples where the Bourbon kings loyal to Rome ruled. Only on the 12th of April 1850, did the French army led by General Oudinot guarantee safe passage for the Pope to return to Rome. The Quirinale with all its exquisite tapestries, paintings, sculptures and carpets  was occupied by the French. Later, this would be where all Italian Presidents would reside.

As a symbol that he was indeed a prisoner, Pius XlX entered the Vatican and never left the confines of Vatican territory. This remained so for almost a 100 years. Until Angelo Roncalli, Patriarch of Venice was elected Pope in 1956. He took the name of John the XXlll, which was very meaningful to the Church. At Avignon one of the most vicious false Popes had named himself Pope John the XXlll.

Pope Roncalli stunned the Roman people by going for a walks OUTSIDE confines of the Vatican.  He went to Venice, Naples and Florence. Thus, he broke the self imposed imprisonment which Pius XiX had placed o himself and on all future Popes. He called for a second Vatican Council.

"Let's open a window and let in some fresh air," he declared to a shocked Curia and world.

And then we have another Patriarch of Venice elected Pope after the death of Pope PaulVl. Cardinal Albini. Even to this day, conspiracy theories fly regarding his death after just 33 days as Pontiff. Some claim he was poisoned. Others that he was given a heavy dose of insulin to provoke a massive heart attack. Pope John Paul l was a very sick man. He had serious heart and lung ailments. The Cardinals could not agree on a Pope. No one had a majority. The compromise was Albini. Everyone present at the Conclave in the Sistine Chapel knew about his delicate condition.

Upon his untimely demise, the young Bishop of Cracow, Karol Wojtila was elected Pope with the strong votes from the German,Austrian,Belgian and French cardinals. He took the name of two Popes, like his predecessor, John Paul ll.

No world Leader has traveled more than Karol Wojtila, Pope John Paul ll.

Every leader has come and gone; the Pope and the Church remains on the rock.  AND THE GATES OF HELL SHALL NOT PREVAIL AGAINST IT. (Acts of the Apostles)      

          

Thursday, December 31, 2009

WISE THOUGHTS AND DECLARATIONS AS WE END A BLOODY 2009


31st of December 2009
NEW YEAR'S EVE

AUTHOR'S NOTES: These are just a few quotes from some of History's greatest men and women. Some of them led flawed lives yet what they declared is inspiring. I shall, from time to time, as 2010 unfolds add more quotes.

If the Nuremberg Laws were applied, then every post-war American President would have been hanged. NOAM CHOMSKY

The State frequently commits without remorse what a Higher Power would define as "A Crime."
NICCOLO MACCHIAVELLI

I do not like Humanity. That is why I am happiest when in solitude I write, draw, sketch and observe Nature. I do not like War yet I designed formidable war machines, that's why we humans can be monsters and why I keep most humans at bay.
LEONARDO(da VINCI)

Folly consists not in committing folly, but in hiding it when committed.  Men should keep their evil desires sealed up, still more their defects. All things go wrong sometimes, but the wise try to hide their errors while fools boast of them. Reputation depends more on what is hidden than on what is done; if men do not live impeccably, they must live cautiously. The errors of great men are like the eclipses of the greater lights. Even in friendship it is rare to expose one's feelings to those whose loyalty we doubt. Nay, one should conceal them from oneself if one can. But here one can help with that other great rule of Life:
Learn to forget.
BALTAZAR GRACIAN

It isn't wise for the Christian White,
To hustle the Asian Brown.
For the Christian riles
And the Asian smiles
And wears the Christian down.

At the end of the fight
Lies a tombstone White,
With the name of the great deceased.

And the epitaph drawn by a brave artist,
A fool lies here,
Who tried to hustle the East.
RUTYARD KIPLING

No price is too high for the privilege of owning yourself.
SIR RICHARD FRANCIS BURTON

The biggest challenge is when God answers your prayers.
SAINT TERESA OF AVILA

I am a man of peace and meditation, yet I have spent most of my life at War. May the greatest God of the Universe have mercy on me.
EMPEROR MARCUS AURELIUS

The Third Reich, The Soviet Union, Great Britain and the United States and our so-called Allies; the Japanese Empire and Fascist Italy are all governed and run by that most disgusting of words - Cronyism. The victors of this now stupid and pointless war shall triumph by sheer dumb luck.
REINHARD HEYDRICH

War would end if the dead would return.
PRIME MINISTER STANLEY BALDWIN

You took the things that once were Men,
And sped them through the zones of Hate.
To where the dripping surgeons wait,
And wonder too, if in God's sight,
War ever, ever, can be right.
AMBASSADOR ROBERT SERVICE

Jamais la guerre, plus jamais la guerre!
POPE PAUL VI AT THE UNITED NATIONS

I have loved Justice and hated Iniquity,
Which is why I choose to remain in exile.
POPE GREGORY VII

Therefore I say to you my beloved people;
We must endure the unendurable and surrender.
EMPEROR HIROHITO OF THE YAMATO DYNASTY

Filipinos, I shall return.
GENERAL DOUGLAS MACARTHUR

The pen is mightier than the sword and don't you ever doubt it.
VOLTAIRE - MARIE FRANCOIS AROUET

Iacta alea est. Let the dice fly!
GAIUS JULIUS CAESAR

To the representative of Jesus, His Holiness Pope Clement Vll:
I am outraged that any King would abuse the sacrality of your person and hold you prisoner in Castel Sant'Angelo. You have asked for my assistance. Know that my sword is girded. My fleet ready.
In the name of God the Merciful and the Compassionate. Signed, 1529
I, SULEYMAN. PROTECTOR OF MUSLIMS, CHRISTIANS AND JEWS.

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our Protector against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray.
O Prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God,
Thrust into Hell, Satan and all the other evil spirits.

Dearest Jesus,
Dearest Saint Jude, Patron Saint of Impossible Causes,
Dearest Guardian Angel Metatron

Thank you for a lovely year in spite of EVERYTHING.
Bless my beloved husband Stevan, all my loved ones, even those who do not love me, Bless all my relatives and friends.
Bless Humanity even if like Leonardo, I don't like many of them.
Thank you. Amen.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

WE NEED LOVE. LOVE. LOVE AS THE ANGEL OF LOVE HERE SHOWS.




We are ending the year with angry if not hateful attacks on Silvio Berlusconi, our Prime Minister. A mentally unstable young woman knocked His Holiness down as he was celebrating Mass on Christmas Eve. Datu Pamintuan ofMaguindanao,a powerful leader of a tribe of thousands in Maguindanao, Mindanao, Philippines, coldly ordered the massacre of 47 if not more of his political opponents. Dozens of women and children are being blwon to bits even as I write this in Iraq, Afghanistan, Pakistan, Somala, Yemen and Gaza and Israel. That is barely the tip of the iceberg.

According to MSF - MEDECINS SANS FRONTIERE, Doctors Without Frontiers, the Congo leads the world in genocide and in never ending Holocausts. Please go to my blog HEART OF DIAMONDS, which only deals with the Congo. I warn you, the chapters are not for the faint hearted, but all of it is true. I hereby declare my undying love for the Congo and all the places where Man's inhumanity to Man is shown to us every day by the Media.

Sometimes I receive reports from friends who are Catholic missionaries (nuns and priests) on the true situations in the afore mentioned countries. The rich and fatuous, did I mean famous? are indifferent except when it suits them to be photographed and filmed. Are they going to change any situation? Not a whit.  In actual fact, they are entirely irrelevant to the scheme of the geopolitical chessboard. Only a few nameless and faceless Moneymen decide the when and whys of any and all Wars. The reasons we are fed by the Media are farnetications and lies.

It may shock some of you but I am not going to wish for Peace for the coming year. That will never happen. EVER. I shall just be humbly content if the Angel of Love grants me, my loved ones, and my dear friends, inner peace in heart and spirit. In truth, that is all we can hope for.

Monday, December 28, 2009

SAINT BRIDE OF KILDARE


Saint Bride, Bridget, or Brigid, is a fascinating Saint. The ancient poem about her declares;

IT WAS BRIDE THE FAIR WHO WENT ON HER KNEES.

IT IS THE KING OF GLORY WHO IS IN HER LAP.

CHRIST THE PRIEST ABOVE.

The legend links Bride to Jesus and the Blessed Virgin Mary. Bride followed behind Mary as she carried the infant Jesus to the Temple in Jerusalem for his ritual circumcision. The force of the winds caused people to stumble and fall. Bride carried two lit tapers, one on each hand. The fire shone brightly in the candles as she ascended all the steps leading to the Temple.

Bride was born in 451 A. D. in Ireland (but of course). She founded several houses and convents, the most important and imposing one was in Kildare in Leinster. She lit a flame outside the convent to inspire and guide people. No blizzard or tempest ever doused the flame. It saved many a shepherd and hunter. She died in 525 A. D. and the flame was kept alight until the 13th century, 1220 A. D. to be exact. The Archbishop of Dublin, eaten away by envy commanded that it be extinguished.

The horrified people refused to comply but he threatened excommunication. One man who was thought to be a Sorcerer recited spells and put out Bride's flame. The Archbishop died a short time later and the people rushed to rekindle Bride's flame. It continued to burn until Henry VIII, in the 16th century, issued a proclamation suppressing all Monasteries. Many of them suffered plunder, pillage and sacking - the monks and nuns slaughtered.  Bride's flame and altar was razed to the ground and her monastery as well as her convents were destroyed.

In Gaelic legends Bride lived in pre-Christian and in Christian times. I think the two Brides with the passing of the centuries meshed.

She presides over fire. Indeed, during the time of the Caesars she was the Queen of Fire.
She rules over all the Arts and Beauty. She protects life beneath the sky and the sea. Bride presides at man's birth and dedicates him to the Holy Trinity.

Perhaps the truth is that she was the essence of simplicity, a virgin damsel who found joy in homey chores and duties. Bride took pleasure in tending the fire and the byre. She had a beautiful voice and she sang continuously.

The echo of her songs as she brought cattle, sheep and goats across the moorland still ring in the ears of all Gaels.

Saint Bride is revered in Scotland and Wales although she never set foot in both countries. Do we know that for certain?

N. B. The pagan and demonic celebrations of Bride as the Fire Goddess take place on the 2 of February (Candlemas).

Today, many satanic and demonic cults throughout the world, hold rituals where young people,  adolescents and children of both genders, are sacrificed to the Fire Goddess. They are murdered first and then burnt.

Saint Bride, protect us from these iniquities.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

NOTHING TRITE AND UNORIGINAL - thus it's MERRY CHRISTMAS!

 


  I wish you a Merry and joyful Christmas from the bottom of my heart. I am filled with a profound sadness within my joy as I write  these traditional greetings with which, Once Upon a Time -  Christians, Muslims, Jews, and all those who professed atheism or agnosticism but who believed in the power and love of Jesus said loudly and proudly"MERRY CHRISTMAS."

It's Merry Christmas, which means peace, love and serenity in your heart , soul and spirit. It is NOT Happy Holidays because that implies consumerism : buy till you die,  drink till you stink, and sex till you've hexed yourself. But you're happy right?

The whole original idea of using the word Merry meant only one thing. Lightness and joy in your heart. You could be an unfortunate wretch, a poor disenfranchised individual, homeless and deprived of all basic necessities, you could be a struggling miner, an overworked clerk, a chattel at the mercy of your Lord and Master'; why, you could even be rich and miserable - many billionaires are a sad sight to know and to behold.

External things do not give you Happiness. An ungodly orgasm does not happiness bring. Beaucoup loot does not buy happiness, only material things. It doesn't take away the emptiness, the hunger gnawing at your spirit (if you still have one and haven't lost it in your questionable path to wealth)

Charles Dickens understood it very well. His short story The Christmas Carol is not only about Man's selfishness and inhumanity to Man; more importantly, it shows man's kindness, love and endurance and perhaps sacrifice outshines the bad qualities I have cited above. That's why Ebenezer Scrooge was bitter, frustrated, friendless, and empty of all kindness. Because happiness for him only meant the satisfaction of his acquisitive itch - making lotsa and lotsa lucre.

Yet let us admire the larger than life figure of Tom Cratchitt; saddled with a toxic Boss, and a very selfish, indifferent and cruel one at that, Crachitt looked upon Scrooge as the poor one to be pitied. He could truly look at Scrooge in the eye, after being overworked and grossly underpaid and say with the Aape love Jesus  taught us and say"Merry Christmas Sir." He meant it with all his heart.

I am  close to tears  because one billion people in the world will go hungry and there is nothing that I can do to help them. They should not be hungry, because food is plentiful. The world is not in the middle of an agricultural crisis. Why are they hungry then? The principal reason is that they do not have enough funds to pay for food which is not cheap. Much food is wasted by the rich and the haves. It also serves the interests of a few Banksters to keep people in a perpetual state of hunger. Equate that with slavery or indentured servitude and you have part of your answer.

Pastors and the so called Leaders of the World will all talk their usual Merde and Turd about Peace.
Even as they speak, drones are pulverizing the mountains, hills, and stones that serve as refuge for the terrorized and haunted people of Afghanistan. The country was bombed back to the stone age in 2001, with the flimsiest of reasons.

Pakistan will also be a beneficiary of the drones and bombettes ( cluster bombs) Is there no Leader with any balls to declare " Let's have a Christmas Truce.?"

I fear not. The last Christmas Truce occurred in WW1 and the top brass was definitely against it.

"The bloodletting has to continue."

After all, War is the best business in the world. It dwarves any other criminal activity.

It was a spontaneous outburst from the young soldiers who, massacred, slaughtered, blinded, mutilated, waded knee high in blood, declared "ENOUGH! We are going to love our enemies and remember the teachings of Jesus even if it lasts only one night.

This has not been a pretty year for most of humanity. Happiness is not an inalienable right. You have to merit happiness. That comes from within after years of working at it. Let's return to Tom Cratchitt and his family. They knew what happiness and joy meant. Tiny Tim who would not have outlasted the year without an operation. That was costly and where was the money?

 I admire you,Thomas Jefferson but you are not the Creator or even the Great Architect of the Universe. The latter you would have grasped immediately as the name used by all Masons to describe the Creator. As a high ranking Mason you would have known that all men might be created equal but they are most certainly not equal.There are flaws in some of your sententious statements.  Criminy! Mr. Jefferson: you owned slaves and never freed them.

I don't want any of those who read this essay to think that I am going through a sense of guilt.  I have gone beyond that. I feel compassion for those I cannot help and never will be able to do so. I can do something for my family, if they need me and let me know that they do. I can help an elderly neighbor with her bag of groceries, even if she has a sable coat from head to toe. I can give money to a dozen beggars whose faces are unfamiliar to me. The professionals are known to most of us. One of them, a dwarf, also happens to be a usurer and owns three apartment buildings in our neighborhood. I have never seen these beggars with quivering voices and hopelessness in their eyes before. They are not addicts or drunks. They are unemployed and have shed their pride because maybe there is a child or an elderly relative who is in urgent need of food or medicine. I can do that for Jesus.

So, I end this long note for Christmas 2009, this decade with Serenity, Joy in my heart, profound love for ALL my loved ones, friends, a few enemies(that has been very hard to do) and acquaintances.

GLORIA IN EXCELSIS DEO ET IN TERRA PAX HOMINIS VOLUNTATIS.
GLORYTO GOD IN THE HIGHEST AND PEACE TO MEN OF GOODWILL.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

DRAWING OF SAINT CECILIA: PATRON OF MUSIC






She appears in the oldest historical Acts of Saints, the Martyrologium Hieronymianum. Her feast day is celebrated on the 22nd of November, a particularly bloody day in the Roman calendar. Commodus, the malevolent son of Marcus Aurelius is supposed to have ordered her death along with that of her brother, brother in law, and husband (in name only)

Cecilia's family formed part of Roman nobility. Indeed, her father served the Senate as a Patrician Senator illustriously. In infancy, her Father gave her in marriage to a noble pagan youth,Valerianus. When the time came for the marriage to be consummated, Cecilia revealed her Christian affiliations to her husband and explained that she wished to remain a Virgin. Valearianus not only consented to this difficult request; Cecilia was one of the most wondrous beauties of Rome, he converted to Christianity. All this was done in secrecy as Christians still continued to be persecuted by some Roman Emperors.

N. B. Marcus Aurelius,  the Philosopher-Emperor, known for his tolerance of all creeds and beliefs; his book THE MEDITATIONS is one of the literary, philosophical, spiritual and sublime works written during mankind's often ignominious history, taxes my credibility as the Persecutor of the lovely, talented and pure Cecilia. Historians concur in the main that Marcus Aurelius did not as a rule persecute and slaughter Christians.

Commodus, his son and successor was an entirely different sort of man. So much for genes! He was a gratuitously cruel creature. He was not only a murderer and a pedophile who abused and tortured children, he is reputed to have raped his sister and thought himself enamored of her although she was married.

It was most probably during his reign when Cecilia was brutally murdered. Her brother, brother-in law and husband chose to die with her. The professional executioner, a giant of a man who beheaded the members of her family, for some reason was not tasked with killing Cecilia. The monster who carried out this horrendous order, struck her neck with an axe repeatedly as she lay in a pristine marble Roman tub.

Could it have been Commodus himself? We shall never know. He personally took part in gladiatorial games to the death in which he always emerged the victor. He was proud of his physical beauty and killing prowess. For such a man, murdering a young, defenseless virgin in her bath by severing her neck with an axe seems logical. But history is seldom logical. We just have no elements much as I would like to inculpate Commodus. However, it was an evil a man such as Commodus would not have thought twice to commit.

" She is still alive. I can't continue to kill her,"screamed her Perpetrator. He dropped his bloody axe dripping with Cecilia's blood and ran away. A behavioral scientist today would say that the Perpetrator abandoned the scene of the crime because he was ashamed of his botched up job. My personal theory is that the monster who struck at her neck with aaxe did so with malice and aforethought. He wanted her to suffer. That fits in perfectly with Commodus "forma mentis" as a sociopathic killer.

The members of her family and household who found her, assisted her, and placed a white linen sheet over her body covered in blood. They then gently removed her from the bath which had turned crimson and carried her slowly to her bed. Cecilia lived for three unspeakably agonizing days. She was conscious until the last. Her neck and vocal cords had been almost severed. She could not speak, nor even open her mouth to form any words. She dipped her forefinger into her own blood and made the sign of the cross on the palm of her hand.

Because she was a fine musician, sang and wrote poetry, she was considered even in her time a living Muse of Fine Arts and Poetry.

I often visited her first tomb, a crypt actually, which was on the Appia Antica in a catacomb attributed to Pope Calixtus. It lies on the third kilometer outside of Rome city proper.

The constant wave of Vandal, Longobard and Visigoth attacks and depredations on Christian and Roman tombs and crypts in Rome led the religious authorities to move her remains to the catacomb of the Bishop of Rome, Praetextatus, in the Church of  Trastevere. That is where she can be found today.

In a small side chapel, the remains of a Roman bath still exist. No one knows from whence it came. Could it have been the Saint's bath? Again, we don't know. I must admit that I find it odd in any case.

On November 22, the whole quarter of Trastevere commemorates her martyrdom at the Church. It fascinated me to see high ranking members of the PCI - Partito Communista Italiano, the former Communist Party of Italy attend the mass, receive communion together with their wives and children and sing the hymns with much devotion. Of course the members of the other parties such as the Socialist and the ruling Christian Democrats always showed en masse. When night fell, the people of Trastevere celebrated Saint Cecilia with bands and songs until dawn.

I once attended the Mass of Saint Cecilia with Federico Fellini.

"Ma, che fai Federi," I asked in a poor imitation of the Roman dialect. But what are you doing"

"Senti, la Santa e un esercizio sociologico e sprituale. Che donna! Forze non e mai esistita, ma non si sa mai. Ad ogni modo, tutte le leggende hanno qualcosa di vero," he replied.

'"Listen, attending these rituals is an exercise in something sociological and spiritual. What a woman! Perhaps she never existed, but one cannot deny it with certainty. In any case, all legends contain much truth in them."

The world famous Academy of Music at Saint Cecilia's in Rome  was founded in 1584 as homage to her. That same year she was officially declared Patron of Music. The marvelous Raffaele (Raphael) painted an enthralling Cecilia. It now hungs in the Museum of Fine Arts in Bologna, site of the oldest University in Europe.

    

Friday, December 11, 2009

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